Excited to announce my journey for the @nycmarathon starts today. Running for @thechf and raising money for hearts like mine is dream come true. The link to donate is in my bio!
Today marks two years since my Heart Surgery.
It has been quite a journey from the moment I woke up post-surgery to where I am now. The surgery and the situation revolving it brought about the darkest time in my life. In all honesty, at one point or another, I was left questioning whether or not I wanted to live. I felt like I was being buried, but I later found that I was being planted. Since then, I have accomplished so much more then I ever thought possible even before the diagnosis/surgery. I’m constantly reminded that not only am I fortunate to still be able to run, skate, and be active, but I’m in a position to use my experiences to touch the lives of others and make a positive impact on the world around me. That being said, there are people who have become reasons for me to keep pushing, whether that be skateboarding, running or in life. Although the things I have accomplished athletically are done on my own, I’ve learned life is a team-sport. I’m grateful for all the experiences and people I’ve had the pleasure of meeting because of my surgery. It’s ironic that something that seemed like such a curse, turned out to be my biggest blessing. Kismet.
There is so much I am looking forward to in running, skateboarding, my career, the people I’ve met, yet to meet, and the lives of everyone around me. There is so much to be grateful and thankful for. My family, close friends, my jobs, running, skateboarding, the lives I’ve touched, and the lives that have touched me. Life is beautiful.
It’s been 3 years since my heart surgery, although It feels like it’s been far longer since I started my new life. I remember when I woke up from the aortic valve replacement. There was only two things that I wanted more than for the pain to leave my body in that moment: To run and to skate. That fresh-off-the-boat kid had no idea what was in store for him. My third year has been quite eventful. I started school in January using my veteran benefits, finally beginning my journey of becoming a physical therapist; I ran a 2:58:03 in December, giving me a (hopefully) Boston Qualifying time for 2024; I began sharing my poetry both online and at open-mic event; I ran The Speed Project, a relay race from LA to LV, something I had been wanting to do since the moment I head of it; I ran a marathon with my mom, one of the best days I’ve ever had the blessing of witnessing; and I learned a lot about myself spiritually, emotionally, and physically. The third year has been full of pain and loss, yet the amount of gain and love gave insight to how beautiful things come with painful experiences. This year is the first that my body and mind—and heart—felt like they were failing. With the help of the hearts of those around me, I’m learning to become the best version of myself. More changes will come and I intend to be more ready for them.
An autumn tree must lose its leaves through the winter to look beautiful in the spring again.
John Wayne 50k: 4:39:29 🥇
Thank you so much to @johnwaynecancerfoundation for hosting this race and bringing us all together for a beautiful cause.
Took over 20 minutes off my 50k PR from last year and I am so proud of myself after this one. I couldn’t have done it without Christian running with me the second half. He watched me crash, burn, and get up again to bring it home strong. There were so many phenomenal runners out there that made the race so fun and exciting. @e_a_g_117 it was so amazing racing with and meeting you. You kept me pushing the last few miles of that race.
I am so blessed to have so many people show up and support me. I really felt the love yesterday. I love you all so much.
Also, @goldenlifeofzoe we’re besties now
TSP x @sndyslct
So many memories made, and so many new friendships formed. Thankful for the opportunity to crew for such a loving group of individuals. There are so many beautiful things to be said about each and every one of these runners and crew. ❤️
