This album is made of love, lust, jealousy, sorrow, happiness, hope, despair, ambition, sadness, addiction, freedom, real life emotions. It’s made by me and everyone surrounding me. It’s a reflection of my last 2 years, cut down to 9 songs. It was made from living with hope and love, to living in darkness and lonesomeness. People I loved with all my heart, betrayed me, I betrayed myself and them too. This is a reflection of the underlying reality of behaviour.
I wouldn’t show you this if I didn’t feel like this is my true emotions. I don’t care about what’s hot or what’s in the interest of others. I care only about reflecting my inner thoughts, to the paper, and putting the environment that I find appropriate on it.
I’ve been travelling with my self, through the woods of hate, fear and insecurity to find a lake filled with inner peace and prosperity. Nothing I do I should do for you, only for me. And this is how I felt. I’ll keep on growing and learning, but for now, it’s time to show you my journey.
Thank you to my friends, family, enemies and lost souls, I’ve couldn’t have done without you. Nothing bad is worth nothing, it’s just about perspective.
Don’t look down when life gets scary. Open your arms and embrace the true feeling of humbleness, I am nothing compared to the wild. But I found my spot on a leaf flying through the wind, I’m happy with my place, I don’t need to be more than I am.
So now I’ll introduce you to “in public”. No more hiding, this is the first drop of my fountain, drink the water it’s filled with minerals from my experiences.
Animation, SFX, edit by
@kalanishaun
White effect by
@heyirli
Thank you to everyone involved, album out tonight at midnight 🤍 #newmusic