in #awe.
this is a type of entanglement that does not stem from infidelity,
though it may act as a catalyst.
one that does not involve a "slap heard around the world"
but tearful, sleepless nights of feeling overwhelmed & unheard.
it's a type of love, or lack of,
that resonates throughout life.
did you coddle her too much
or cuddle him too little?
forging a future of a never-ending search for self-worth
through the eyes of a stereotype that is noncommittal?
those who choose this path have their lives changed forever.
those who don't likely understand the weight that comes with such change.
though there are many possibilities in the present state we're in,
that state is in threat.
currently being ripped apart & upended.
but that'll be for a different time & place.
for now, my purpose is to acknowledge and appreciate the women who have chosen & choose to be a mother everyday.
it's one of the biggest decisions & responsibilities women will ever have to face.
#happymothersday
shout out to all the hardworking mamas who allow me to be carefree auntie bibi.
also, film plug of some favorites...
mother-daughter relationship: @everythingeverywheremovie
mother-son relationship: @cmbynfilm
in #yuccavalley
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from my "death to twenty/ode to thirty" project.
here's to a hello. a self reflection. a love letter. a reminder. a glimpse. a ponder. &, finally, a goodbye.
a love letter. thank you to the realest of the real. ten years of 20 wouldn't be the same without you. i hope you know who you are. if not, you'll find out when you get one of these books of pictures when i'm finished. if i finish. hahah!
in #JTree
when life's repetitiveness numbs your senses and it gets so hectic you're in a perpetual state of exhaustion, it's brief moments like this with some of the people you love that make you feel again. love you guys very much! anyways, I'll stop being sappy & end it with this šš½. hahah!
