I gotta break these habits baby…
“Hold on” (play this through insta in ya whip until we drop 🖤) Like, share, and comment for me.
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It took forever to record this song because I kept breaking down. I was trying to get bts of the recording process but that didn’t go as planned either. The emotion was heavy. I felt like my granny and my niece was in the room with me. It was hurtful to even unpack me feeling abandoned by someone who I once would have died for. Grieving someone who is alive is damn near the same pain as grieving someone who gained their wings. I sent @_300hz a clip I came across on instagram of @nathanarchie singing and I asked him to flip it. Not knowing what this record would end up being for me and countless people who lost someone they love. We all wish heaven had a phone or visiting hours. I haven’t been the same since my granny died. I pray this song helps you heal. I cried hard yesterday and the tears won’t stop until I’m in my granny arms again. Tag someone who needs to hear this. I love yall #StillTraumaBonding is otw!
When my niece died back in September it was blow to our family in ways I can’t express. Losing someone abruptly like that causes confusion. I questioned god on many occasions since then but i realize I haven’t been thanking him enough. He could have called both my niece and her unborn home to him but instead he gifted us a beautiful healthy little girl. It was my nieces fight as well though. She gave all her strength to her daughter so that she would thrive in her womb. How dare I question god. How dare I not see his compassion. I pray the pain away daily for my sister because no parent should lose a child in the manner that she did. My nieces and nephews should be putting us in graves not the other way around. Man what a roller coaster of emotions seeing this picture this morning. To be honest it took a tragedy to push me closer to my mother and siblings. I hate that but Im navigating it now. What’s more important than family? No matter what I endured as a child. Forgiveness heals! I wish my niece was alive more than anything. Love on your people because the world is becoming a scary place and tomorrow is never promised. Sidebar : I hope yall understand why this three part album means so much to me. #traumabonding is real but the grass CAN be greener on the other side. Link in bio and part two is on the way. I love yall.
I was so pressed for yall to hear “Suicide mission” and get an early glimpse of what “Still trauma bonding” will sound like. Part two of the 3 album trilogy produced by @_300hz Enjoy this unmixed leak. I love yall. 🎥 @datboifab : Also in the mean time keep streaming part one. The link is in my bio.
Aging like fine wine. Happy birthday Michele. You matter. You’re enough. God gave you a gift that you share with the world because that’s your purpose. Your album is incredible by the way. Knocked down 9 times and got up 10. With all odds against you, you showed up and showed the world who you are over and over again. The biggest heart and the kindest soul. Forever a Brooklyn girl and forever got niggas riding behind you - YOUR DAY ONE!
I’ve been extremely transparent about my childhood and parents but now I want yall to visually go on this journey with me. I was the only one taken from her. I wasn’t raised with her but I’ve always wondered what it would have been like to have her in my life for real while growing up. Let’s heal together. I will be rocking with her for a month and so will yall. Sidebar : My baby sister @iamtinaaurora is pregnant again 😩🖤 my bday is 3/23 and my album drops on dsp’s this month.
