iām incredibly honored to announce that my work āCOMING UNDONEā has been selected to be in the deYoung Museum! it will be on display from september 30th to january 7th. iād love if you stopped by šš! bay area folks are able to see the exhibition for FREE on september 30th & saturdays!!!
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45 x 57 inches, paint pen & acrylic paint on bristol paper
"COMING UNDONE" was created during a time of profound loss, following the passing of 6 family members. The title references the final conversation I shared with my Godfather, a few days before he passed. That night, he inhabited a state of prophetic disarray. He lay in the living room: his brain swollen, his body ravaged by several types of cancer and shouted āIāM COMING UNDONE!ā.Ā
The artwork itself depicts a figure ācoming undoneā (e.i. dying), evaporating back into the bright pixelated static of the universe, mirroring our bodies' natural reintegration with the earth. The pixels serve as atoms.. our building blocks! The left hand bears inverted colors, echoing my first experience with death, my grandfatherās heart failure. The left arm often goes numb prior to a heart attack, giving some uncanny hint of whatās about to occur. Behind the figure, a spiral emerges, a reflection of my personal concept of memoryā a coil, with each year spiraling gently atop the next.
This artwork is part of a broader series titled "The Great Merging." Within a period marked by profound losses, I sought solace through face to face confrontation with death. Iāve observed that death has taken up a strange residence in contemporary society. Itās portrayed as an unnatural, unsolved phenomenon, one that we must spend every day attempting to escape, one that emphasizes the finality and loss it brings. I call back to the Symmetry Argument, posited by 3rd Century BC philosopher Epicurus, which reminds us that our attitudes towards birth and death should be identical. Just as we do not fear the mysterious state that existed prior to our birth, we should not fear the mysterious state that will exist after our death.