a question i ask myself all the time is what does home feel like? i grew up with very loving parents and home was the house is lived in but soon it started feeling like prison, I didnāt want to be there. I ran, i ran to mumbai to study here & met the best people, and suddenly mumbai became the place i called home. covid came around and i had to go back to the home i grew up in. but that was now split into two - is home with mumma or papa? I donāt know?
so the next 2 years i was just wandering, i stopped chasing the feeling of belonging, it just didnt feel like it was meant to be mine. and then universe brought me back to mumbai - it felt like a second chance. this time i found the sense of belonging in people & not the city - people that would ask me how I am and if i want to get breakfast with them - but somehow it didnāt feel sincere? i did it though because it was better than isolating myself. i started enjoying having a raging social life - mumbai fully became home. but the universe is so funny, it flipped a switch in ME, suddenly everything i built didnāt match what i wanted anymore. & now im an alien again, sitting in a house full of my favourite clothes & belongings, in a city where i just need to send a text to have company, i just suddenly feel like i just want to go home. but where is home? how will i ever know?
i picked on my skin AGAIN ugh idk why i do it but until my scars get lighter the new Maybelline Fit Me Spot Rescue Concealer is my saving graceāØ
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kind of a bittersweet feeling coz i know nobody in the world loved me as much as aai did and I didnāt get to grow up with her, understand her love and then give it back to her
but sheās in a better place coz she wouldnāt have liked how weird and mean the world is, and sheās really got my back so donāt f with meš
shot on 23rd February 2026š
I gave up smoking after 5 years!!!! Insane!!!! I didnt even like it and fully started coz of peer pressure i just wanted longer work breaks its so stupid how the current way of life pushes you into coping with these vices but anyway you wanted to know how i did it so i had to tell youš„°
oh man i canāt believe I actually did it, the story gang knows how committed i was and turns out when you dont shut up about something it can actually help š who knewš
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