18/8 • finally, our first family portrait and the start of countless memories to come. from two souls to three, our love now has a name; Timur Ali Saujana.
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[22.5.22]
berawal dari obrolan kecil soal film Pesantren. singkatnya, bercerita tentang adanya perempuan yang menjadi pemimpin pondok pesantren. satu scene favoritnya, mengacu pada suatu ayat di al-quran:
Islam sebagai agama yang menjunjung tinggi nilai keadilan dan persamaan mengandung prinsip-prinsip kesetaraan seperti laki-laki dan perempuan sama-sama sebagai hamba, laki-laki dan perempuan sama-sama sebagai khalifah di bumi. (QS. Al-Zariyat ayat 56)
“aku rasa, memang betul kalau wanita cukup hormat dan menghargai laki-laki. karena patuh itu bukan berarti harus takut kan? karena kalau takut ya cukup sama Allah.”
sebuah ungkapan, yang membuat ku semakin yakin untuk melakukan ibadah seumur hidup bersama. bismillahirrahmanirrahim, @maulanatheo .
di bulan ke-6 Ali sudah bisa panggil ayah, suaranya lucu. Ali tau ibu sedang tunggu giliran dipanggil Ali, setiap hariku: “ibu, iiii bu… bu bu bu” tapi yang keluar malah “ma ma.. ma ma ma ma” 🙂 “lah kira-kira mama siapa ya, ayah?” pertanyaan spontan dariku diikuti muka bingung yang ditanya. seru aja cari-cari keributan 🤧😙
my eyes fill with tears every time I watch the videos I have on my phone. I know who you are—you’re smart, cheerful, empathetic, and surrounded by people who truly stay. If, if okay? you ever meet someone new who makes you doubt yourself, please don’t change your vibe—just change the people. you already have what you need. you don’t need to add more, Sya.
ya cinta cintaannya ga melulu tiap hari. ada juga waktu waktu dia main hp di ruang makan, sedang aku di kamar —hari hari biasa aku sebutnya. tapi Tuhan, buat hari hari biasa ini, bisa dijalani kami berdua bertiga dan seterusnya dalam waktu yang sangat, sangat lama. tolong ya.
December 24, 2025 — 4:10 PM
The sky felt kind this afternoon. I watched the sunlight slip through the trees, taking this familiar road home for the last time.
Thirteen years is a long time to belong somewhere. This place watched me grow up, break down, heal, fall in love, and become a mother. It held me when Ali was still inside me, and when he finally rested in my arms.
One day, I’ll tell him about you—about how safe we felt here, and how gently you carried us through every season of our lives.
Perkara Depok doang, kenapa sedih banget ya? Duh.
when my child was born, everyone thought I must be happy because I had received a precious gift. and yes, I was — because at that moment, I realized that my husband is still the greatest gift God has ever given me, along with our child.
I know it hasn’t been easy for you — it’s your first time being a dad, after all. but thank you for trying and doing everything you can while I was finding my way through postpartum recovery. never forget that we’ll always be proud of you, no matter what happens or what you achieve — and we’ll always be your home ♥︎
#postpartum #postpartumsupport