tulum sun.
tree silk on my skin.
clothing made with intention moves different.
alive.
natural.
grounded.
thank you brother @jeffscult for this piece.
you can feel it woven with intention, rooted in connection. @onegoldenthread ๐ชก๐ฑ
Iโm rockinโ it tonight.
back in toronto.
closing duties for @yamagucci_music toronto debut @codatoronto
see you on the floor. ๐ชฉ
xx
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photos by @ange___luna
2025 taught me a lot.
mostly that love isnโt proven by effort, explaining or holding on tighter.
because love sees through performance.
thereโs nothing you can say or do to create it or save it.
trying only turns love into something managed instead of lived.
love is revealed through presence, restrain and honesty, even when it hurts.
presence meant staying instead of fixing or explaining.
restraint meant not reaching for relief just to escape discomfort.
honesty meant speaking the truth without trying to control how it landed.
i learned how i abandon myself when i chase certainty.
how easy it is to use connection as distraction,
when the nervous system is reaching for regulation, not intimacy,
to fill the void instead of sitting with the grief asking to be felt.
i learned the importance of containment,
of having enough internal structure to hold emotion without spilling it everywhere.
of taking my raw edges to my brothers first,
where i can be met, challenged, and integrated,
so i donโt bring unintegrated emotion into places that deserve steadiness.
that safety isnโt created through intensity or closeness alone,
but through steadiness, clarity, and consistency.
letting an old identity die.
releasing the future i was clinging to.
being patient in the quiet, uncomfortable space before the next version fully forms.
not acting on every urge for connection or reassurance.
staying with discomfort long enough for truth to surface.
allowing my system to recalibrate, reorganize, and reorient
without rushing toward certainty or a new label.
that choosing myself will sometimes be misunderstood.
that boundaries can look like selfishness to people who benefited from my self-abandonment.
how grief sharpens truth instead of destroying it.
how slowing down rebuilt parts of me that hustling never could.
2025 stripped me.
and in the quiet, something steadier emerged.
2026 for me is about structure.
taking what was rebuilt internally and giving it form externally.
living in a way that feels sustainable, grounded and honest, so the vision has somewhere to land.
still learning.
still becoming.
grateful for the lessons, even the ones that cost me.
red
xx
As the sweet winds of summer caress us steady to the Sunset Strip, we hear your calls longing for more.
And though weโve only promised you one Floorplay this season, that doesnโt mean we forgot about the foreplay.
To service your arousal on the way to Sunset Strip, we bring you Foreplay Vol. 1.
TonightโSat, May 16, 10pm - 4am
Reverie on College
Rumba Boomba & Bronner All Night Long
Void Sound System
$30 Tickets while quantities last.
So saddle up, sniff some roses, & lubricate your landing strips.
Itโs time for some Foreplay.
Loneliness is now the leading cause of death in our nation.
Dating apps replaced chemistry with code.
Social media hijacked presence with performance.
We built machines to bring us closer, and yet- weโve never felt more apart.
Thankfully, Floorplay Returns Saturday July 11th.
Pre-sale tickets go live privately on Monday, May 18.
Comment โLETโS FLOORPLAYโ to receive an access link.
On the floor we taste the radical experience of being fully alive. And that freedom trickles out way beyond the floor and into our daily lives.
So climb the scaffold. Get on the subs and let loose baby. For heavenโs sake, we all yearn for more freedom in our lives. And if we canโt even find it on the dance floor, then our civilization is in trouble.
โฆ Floorplay returns for our final party of the season on Dec 5th at Motorista Studio in Toronto.
Link in bio for more.
Hysteria; exaggerated or uncontrollable excitement or emotion.
This is what happens when the fellas get together behind the decks โก๏ธโก๏ธ
We are so excited to be coming back in HOT next weekend @sonicspringsfestival
Something special happens when we bridge DJโs and live musicians, futurism and nostalgia, order and chaos.
Thatโs what hysteria is all about.
Pure unbridled joy of expression.
Music as celebration and a gateway to transcendence ๐
Weโve got an absolutely STACKED band in store featuring @arkaya_sound ๐ค
@freddysounds ๐ค
@cweatherstone ๐ท
@auraboros_beats ๐ฅ
Saturday night. Main stage. 9:30pm - midnight
We cannot wait to throw it down with you.
For anyone still on the fence โ this is your sign to join us โ thereโs just a handful of tickets left and they are waiting for you ๐๏ธ
Super stoked to be kicking off the night tonight behind the decks, as we welcome one of my fav artists @adamten_ (๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐโ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ) to NรMAD Toronto!
This fella right here and his crew over at @maccabihouse have been crafting some super flavourful sounds and a fresh take on house music over the past few yearsโsome of which has resonated deeply and re-ignited that fire within me.
Excited for you all to experience what this dudes about to do to us on that floor!!
Weโve also got our talented brother @hauy_music from Montreal joining us along with local @moji_dj____
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐
Matteo โ 10-11:30pm
Hauy โ 11:30-1am
Adam โ 1:00-3:00am
Moji โ 3:00am - close
Hats off to @spreadthelove_to and @nomadtorontoofficial for blessing us up!
Trust me when I say you donโt want to miss this one! Youโll thank me later ;)
See you tonight!
๐ธ๐๏ธ๐ชฉโก๏ธ
xx
๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ช๐น. ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ.
In November, Insufficient Fun debuted as a party series based in Montreal, dedicated to showcasing forward-thinking music within the broad spectrum of indie dance.
I had the pleasure of joining my friends and offering a selection of my favourite sounds in direct support of @deerjade_
The ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐จ๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐ of my set is ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐. Anticipate deep, chugging grooves and funk-infused basslines. This mix offers a sprinkle of psychedelic elements with dark disco and house influences at the core.
Next up, you can catch me this Saturday at NรMAD w/ @adamten_ , @hauy_music@moji_dj____ .. Iโll be warming up the night from 10pm to 11:30pm. @spreadthelove_to@nomadtorontoofficial
Link where you think ;)
๐ธ @dave.gogan@insufficientfun.ca@frontrite@mrdurbano
2.0 featured Artists.
Come forth our house nation and never forget, youโre our true inspiration.
๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ link below sharing ๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐๐ค that moves you wild. It might just make it to the floor.
Tickets are now ๐๐% ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ.
Link in Bio to grab.
@arkaya_sound@cheyennesapphiire@dantesdreamworld@deryaturanarts@muravasoul@simon_chantry
catch me at the city's newest speakeasy ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐๐ฒ, where the music is hot and the vibes are sexy.
first record drops at ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฆ. iโll be on until ๐๐:๐๐๐๐ฆ, followed by @shushmusicto
NO COVER.
๐๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ & directions. limited capacity. no photos or videos. 25+.
oh and weโll be celebrating the birth of @stefcond
If you know, you know.
@besidethebookshelves
Closing out the year with some exciting shows cued up!
๐๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ I kick things off in Montreal at Nhรขu Bar from 11pm to 2am w/ @natas_h_a // @nhaubar
Followed by the launch of @insufficientfun.ca w/ @deerjade_ for @mrdurbano birthday ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ from 11pm to 12:30amโalong side some fire local talent! @davidpontbriand@molyness_
Dec 9 // launch of our new concept, Floorplay with @roxyboomba & friends ;) at @theblk_space โlimited capacity so make sure to RSVP, link in bio.
Dec 22 // Bibliotheque, a new speakeasy in Toronto @besidethebookshelves with a bi-weekly line up of local talent! Iโll be warming up the night from 10 to 12:30am, alongside @shushmusicto
See you on the floor.
xx
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