Adulthood has been all about unlearning what I’ve learnt. So this year, I’ll take my lessons backwards. I’ll start from what I don’t want.
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I know I don’t want to be emotionless.
But I do know that I don’t want to be filled with emotions either.
So I’m building my boundaries and thinking of all the ways I can protect my emotions.
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I know I don’t want to be hateful, self-loathing, or anything but a kind version to myself.
And so I’m going to give myself all the love I can offer. Date myself. Fix my relationship with myself. Learn to be better for me, and the environments around me.
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I know I don’t want people, places or moments in my life that aren’t aligned with protecting my peace.
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I know I don’t want to be inexpressive this year.
And so I wish to write more, dance, create, feel, speak. Share a part of me with this world and everything in it.
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I know I don’t want to take life as seriously as I used to.
No explanation here, just that I need to lighten the fuck up.