Y’all want the insta 49th birthday post or the real one? The insta one is me smiling and the world being perfect. The real one is a brokenhearted guy still trying to make sense of love and loss. Whether it was losing Tala or our democracy, this past year was unbearable in so many ways.
And, yet, here we all are. Putting one foot in front of the other, working to right wrongs, rebuilding what has been broken, and learning to love again. This is how life goes. Cycles of love and loss. Growth and adaptation. And unexpected plot twists, like a dog named Cookie waking me up at sunrise…
She was broken too. Terrified of the world around her, and unable to trust humans. All she knew was how to run away from life. I think most of us can relate to that. But with time, love, patience, and routine, she is becoming the dog she was always meant to be. And now she wakes me at sunrise to play ball and wrestles with her best buddy, Otis.
Cookie is already teaching me too. Reminding me to get out of bed, go outside, and feel the sun on my face first thing each morning. To savor my coffee between tosses, rather than the endless newsfeed. And today to let the cool morning air and dewy grass kiss this aging body and wish this tired soul a safe and joyful 50th trip around the sun. So many people never make it this far, so who am I to take it for granted?
If you’re still in my life and still reading this post, thank you for your love and patience and kindness. This coming year is bringing so much change to my life and lots of new beginnings. I’m excited, nervous, hopeful, and grateful. I hope only good things for each of you as well.
As I like to do each year, I’m attaching a fundraiser for
@laanimalrescue to this post in hopes of raising funds for an organization that does incredible work and has been so meaningful to me. They are the reason we all know Bodhi, Tala, Otis, and Cookie. They are the reason thousands of dogs and cats now having loving homes and families. I’m grateful for their work to make our community a better place. So if you feel like you can make a small donation, it would mean so much.
Thank you! 🙏🏻