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THE LONELY POET How can he simplify these emotions even more Use the least words as possible. He’s cut it down to a slight of hands Yet still struggles to get it across The self aware poet struggles to tell his story The lonely poet struggles to share his thoughts This will probably all come out as boring As the tone he uses to read it to you lot If I stop writing 
if I stop sharing these words, these thoughts If I stop Will you also stop? Will you also stop appreciating me? Will you also stop seeing me? Understanding me? If I stop Will you also stop? I’m fine I’m fine I’m fine I’m fine This isn’t about me its about you . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #white #lavieenprose #poetry #poetry community

UNSUCCESSFUL LOVE ENCOUNTERS Engulfing my mind when I wake up When I try and fail to fall asleep Listening to the same music apart The subject of the poems I keep The broken self-imposed rules of no contact Pushing me to be my best creative self Helping me see my artistic and caring self Inspiring the courage to have kids Caring for each other when we’re snotty Waking up new sexual fantasies and writing styles That inevitable kiss and worthy sleepless nights Making cough syrup at 70 together Friends to share forever A punishing behavior keeping each other in check Unexpectedly endless nights of texts Delusional competitive spirit for me to prove wrong The eye contact that lasts a bit too long Looking in each other’s notes Would stay there if needed senslessly Worth forgiving and waiting for endlessly Would also stop seeing if it helps them grow Partners in crime to take on this world All the unchecked lists of explorations Not enough social media platforms to contain our conversations Inside jokes on a pouty face Sharing the minor details as we face them Creating presents for each other full of rhyme Turning one night over into lost time Mania, Philautia, Storge, Eros, Pragma, Ludus, Agape, Philia, Xenia All the different forms of love that you fit Was I missing one? One even the Greeks couldn’t explain? That healing hug to hold onto . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity

RESTONS EN GARE A travers mon buisson de roses Je te regarde J’ouvre mon éventail de mon mieux Tu me regardes On ne porte pas nos défauts sur nos visages Mais nos atomes se bombardent On échange des idées au toucher Je te garde en tête Le passé chasse nos futures La douleur tarde Tu hibernes sur ton ile inaccessible Par mégarde Le courant prend charge On s’écarte . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity

The speechless poet sat there in silence Dumbfounded and in awe

THUNDER Here goes another sunset on my own One of all the grains of sand alone Watching the sky and all of its cracks form The whiplash in the air being blown To pieces and mixing with the foam The constant push and pull has shown The pain that creeps and cuts to the bone THIS is how you chose to spend god’s loan . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity

BROKEN TOMBSTONES Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing but nothing There is nothing i will ever be able to comprehend of you Yet The one thing you can’t have The one i’m willing to fight you for The one thing i know you strive for The one thing i bet you are jealous of me for Seems to be the one thing keeping me from you . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity

SOLITUDE Everyday I stare at the half complete heart I bought from you Waiting for years for your name to appear Waiting for the day i stop confusing you with sorrow For the day i stop trying to fill the void with you How much longer can i run away from solitude while striving for you, trying to avoid loneliness Unrespectable incomplete denial Tenderness, palpitations and love bombing Maybe i’m just lost What the fuck is self love anyways? . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity

BACKPACK Are you ready for the journey? 10 socks and boxers at the bottom A couple shirts and shorts, Swim suit and shoes You can still fit toilet bag and towel all in the same pocket Thats all the essentials Some money, passport on the side Laptop, phone and chargers inside Book, knife, card pack, headlight Still trying to pack light Are you ready for the journey? Friends and family at the front Emotions at the ready at the top It seems you got it all ready But is there still space for a +1? . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity

FOR YOU For you I would Give up all control Write thousands of poems Travel across the globe Change my last name And forget to chase fame For you I would Give in to the feeling Be forever waiting Be forever wailing Try to convince all my friends that i’ll be there till the end For you i would Have wanted to try Share a shoulder to cry on Grow old and die Take all forms of love Hang up the gloves For you i would For me
I choose not to . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity

ACHE Be gentle with my heart I can feel it moan in pain Be gentle be careful I felt like saying The three words together That feel nice to say My pupils are twitching My lips are aching My heartbeat is late And i can’t fucking write straight . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity

MOLT This has no future does it? What are we even doing? You don’t see me like i do you Or am i overthinking it? I have no future do I? What am I doing with my life? What do I have to look forward to? For now only seeing you. Im filling my days with things to do Filling my weeks with things to learn Filling my months with things to see Filling my years with things to live But right now i just want to see you I need to.. Hey Where did you go? Look at me Look into my eyes Listen to my words Stay here with me Don’t go back in there right now I’m here . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity

I would like to welcome you to the final chapter La Vie En pRose The chapter of delusion The chapter of confusion The chapter of fusion The chapter to conclude this colorful and skillful self reflection project which was initiated, motivated and ends by the same feeling. OVERGROWN Overgrown everything Overgrown hair Overgrown roots Overgrown children Overgrown feelings Will you observe or participate Observe or pontificate Here is where your decision stands Overthinking or holding hands Overgrown everything Overgrown nails Overgrown grass Overgrown origins Overgrown feelings Will you observe or participate Observe or pontificate Here is where your decision stands Overthinking or holding hands Overgrown village Overgrown pressure Overgrown responsibility Overgrown person Overgrown ideas Overgrown things Overgrown everything Blood, split hearts or whole ones Overgrown everywhere . . . . . #fleck #colorz #saturation #flecksing #mood #colorphoto #abstractphotoart #accidentalart #artofvisuals #lightroom #lavieenrose #pink #lavieenprose #poetry #poetrycommunity #flowers