…I can't think of anything else from here, because this is what touches me the most, I feel and I feel a lot, sometimes I feel in an inordinate way and I feel like I'm going to explode and sometimes I would like to feel less, but I know I can't, because I'm designed like this, I stop to watch how the wind moves the wheat in front of me and I can only be grateful and I feel that my chest fills with fireworks and I cry, neither of joy nor sadness, but because I can't fit so much inside, and that wheat, I don't know why it reminds me of my childhood, bad and good moments, bad people and good people, but the only thing I think is "thank you".
You may think I'm crazy or that I'm on a bad trip, but today the wind made me reflect on this: I am alive, I am alive, things happen to me, always, and there's nothing more amazing than this
in English because it's more elegant, I don't know tonto el k lo lea
RÍNDETE
that things keep happening to us, always
adiós al año en el que me disocié por completo, se terminó hacer pan, me rompieron y me rompí, me pegué como pude, dejé a la ciudad de mi vida y me fui a vivir a una isla
me volvería a tirar a absolutamente todas las piscinas
gracias
🖤
“se me nubla la mente:
escampa y arrecia en mi frente por convertirme en lo que temo
cierro los ojos y pienso si podré cambiar de repente el rumbo de mis pensamientos
no quiero seguir esta ruta ni ver los rostros que mienten cuando suelto lo que siento
se me nubla la mente con realidades inexistentes que pronostiqué sin quererlo
—porque nada llegó a suceder—“
y a la vez sucedió todo.
ESTA ES LA PARTE EN LA QUE VIVIRÁS PARA SIEMPRE.
2024
de 🖤.
