For those who are new, this is going to be a very difficult eight weeks not being able to create, but maybe I needed this sit down time.
Losing my brand Instagram, watching brand deals disappear, my website shutting down, and being $30k in debt all felt like everything I built was falling apart at once.
But I’m also happy and grateful. I haven’t felt this good in a while even with a broken (and now healing) shoulder.
I’m used to moving, building, doing so being still feels uncomfortable. But maybe this pause is part of the process. Maybe this is where patience grows, where ideas get louder, and where I learn to slow down without feeling like I’m falling behind.
I’ll be back creating soon. For now, I’m healing, reflecting, rebuilding, and letting this moment teach me what I didn’t have time to learn before.
