Big massive shout out to @lady_unchained for putting on a amazing showcase! Thank you for allowing me to be apart of your vision. The pleasure is all mine!
Big up all the artists that performed! All the musicians and singers! Everyone was amazing!
#UnchainedNights
My face is like this because I landed and the weather was rudeā¦! I went from 37degrees to 6degreesā¦ This life no get balance š
Ya boy is back in town though!
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24.07.1961 - You wouldāve been 63 today. WOW!
Words canāt describe how I feel right now. I canāt even say I miss you because you passed before I even remember. Your name was called JOY. And today Iām asking that you shine down JOY from heaven on me. Sometimes I think about what life wouldāve been like had you and Dad still be alive. I think about the kind of man I wouldāve become, would I still be the same? What would I be doing now? From a young age I would tell myself that you wasnāt dead but that you and Dad was super secret agents and you had to hide your identity for all of our (your kids) safety š safe to say I was a creative young fella š I watched to much Tracey beaker as a child lol. But in all seriousness I wasnāt able to accept it. And still, after all these years, parts of me is still in denial that youāre not here. Shutting out the pain hasnāt made it any easier by the way! Iāll be real sometimes I just want my mumā¦ I want to see my phone go off and it says mum on the ringer screen, but that has never been and never will be my reality š Your passing has affected me in ways that is unfathomable to the mind. But the GRACE of God keeps. It always used to bug me that I never had any proper pics with you, until I went to a museum in Bermondsey with @elizabeth_sarpong81 & @iammercedezb when I was a lot younger and saw the statue of two African parents. I ran to it immediately and asked my sister to take a pic, from then on I told people in my school slide 4 was me & my parents. Even though I knew it wasnāt deep down, it was something to hold onto that gave me a sense of normality. My heart is heavy, but my heart is also FULL of joy. Today all 11 of your kids are doing exceptionally well. From the baby boy (me) all the way up to the Eldest (@ala.ism ) weāre all shining. We need your help tho, speak to the big man up there for us if you can. Tell him to drop a few Ms on us. I know he got it. šš All jokes aside we all love you and miss you and canāt wait to see you.
Long Live Mummy Joy š¹
