December 1st, 3:22pm, 2018, one of the toughest days of my life, still. You deserved so much more. All the pain & things you went through you never deserved. You are/were such a special person. You are missed so much sissy. Me & mom sat in that hospital by your side until they wouldnāt let us anymore. I remember feeling like I just couldnāt let go of your hand. I love you to the moon & back. I havenāt been the same since. I wish we could have grown old together. Iām sorry I couldnāt save you, God knows I would have. RIP Alishaš¤ #mysisterskeeper
I am broken to pieces. You really showed me what a TRUE brother is. I trusted you with my life. You knew EVERYTHING about me. My heart hurts dawg. We had so many plans. We had the same dreams. We was just about to move together & chase our dreams together. I canāt believe you left me. God knows this ruined me. I promise I will keep your name alive & make sure you are ALWAYS apart of whatever I do. You were supposed to have my back forever dawg, how imma do all this alone? Iām gonna miss Xbox everyday, phone calls for hours, & just having you around man. I canāt express how numb, empty, broken, & traumatized I am. You were apart of my EVERY..DAY..LIFEšwhy Woo!! Why bruhššhow many more people can this world take from mešI love you & I miss you big broš¤š½ #mybrotherskeeper
Not everyone is close to their Uncle, but some are. I was grateful enough to have an Uncle who looked at me as a son. Uncle Bill you were a man that I looked up to and admired in many ways. Throughout all your struggles and hardships 1 thing you taught me throughout life was keep going and always try to be better. You proved that if you continue to work hard you can achieve a lot of things in life. You also showed that loving Jesus is essential and you had such a strong and rare heart. Despite all your ups and downs you always expressed how great God is and how important it is to be close to him. I miss you so much Uncle Buddy. It took me forever figuring out a tattoo idea for you but I finally did and Iāll be getting it sometime soon, I know youād LOVE thatš(not really). But all in all, the family misses you so much and God knows I miss you. Like mom said, we could literally feel it when you passed away. Everything just felt so weird. My heart hurts and will forever hurt but if you were here the last thing youād want is us all being sad. But I guess we just miss the fact that you were a key piece holding us together and now that piece is no longer here. Youād be happy that the family overall is much closer now than it was before. Thank you for bringing me, mom, & sissy to St Louis and making sure we were okay. Iāll forever admire that, you always wanted to be THE MAN and take care of everyone you loved. Well, you most definitely were THE MAN. I just hope to make you proud 1 day as I have had struggles of my own. Big Jon misses you dearly Uncle Buddy. I wish youād call my phone again like you used to every week. I love you manšHappy Heavenly Birthdayāš½
When I go up there I just gotta black out everything in my mind & focus on the assignment. If I look at all the people Iāll get stressedš¤
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