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I never expected all that came from this 21 day fast. First I want to thank
@its.knicole for her guidance throughout this process, this was my first fast, & I got all I was looking for and more out of it. I was hesitant at first, because I didnāt feel worthy, so many doubtful thoughts ran through my mind, trying to convince me out of it. This was by far one of the best decisions Iāve made in my life, because the outcome was overwhelming.
God spoke to me, he only knew how to get to me, when Iām asleep & resting. He came to me in my dreamsā¦showing me how he has been there delivering & saving me for many, many years. I never gave credit to where it was due, & that is the most high, our Heavenly Father! He showed me how he delivered me from my old ways, from a life headed to self destruction. He saved me from myself, my own thoughts, my actions, my way of living. I was so ready to move forward, asking over & over, God whatās next, yet still holding on to my past. My past hurt, my past pain, my past āaccomplishmentsā, and my past life. Clinging on to the what ifs, and how life couldāve been had I chose differently. He showed me that he led me here! That this was his will for my life, and I have to LET GO, in order to move forward. He couldnāt bless me in the future, while Iām still holding on to the past. He said āLET IT GOā!
Iām grateful to him, & working on my obedience, because itās not my will, but his will. I was living by my own rules, & he sat me down, made me be quiet and LISTEN.
IT WAS TIME FOR A CHANGE!
& I changed, my whole world changed, becoming a mother of 2 under 2ā¦.took some adjusting. Iām still adjusting, but I have a greater understanding now! I see the reasons WHYā¦!
Realizing this is only the beginning for the greatest blessings to come, LETTING GO is necessary. FORGIVENESS is necessary. OBEDIENCE is necessary!
I thank you, I thank you, I thank you GOD for your deliverance & your forgiveness, for bringing me back to you, for opening my eyes, and casting out the darkness that hovered over my mind for so long. I thank you for bringing me out of it, & showing me itās time to LET GO. šš½šš½