Its been a bit of a celebration week for me this week; Caroline (the reason I get to do what I love for a living) turned 10 years old, which naturally brought a lot of self reflection going into my 31st birthday a couple days later. I usually don’t care to plan celebrating my birthday but this year I especially didn’t, all I could think was how grateful I was to even be able to hit that number.
Today marks 6 months of me being alcohol free. In treatment it was constantly emphasized how hard that 6 month goal can be for first timers. The first couple months were uncomfortable, for sure. I had to get familiar with myself again, like having an old friend i haven’t talked to in years be my new roommate in a studio apartment. It was weird.
I can comfortably say that for me it’s been so much easier than I thought it would be. Sometimes it’s hard to feel like I deserve the care and understanding from loved ones I’ve had through it, but I cherish it. Their support has literally held me up and I can’t express my gratitude enough. You know who you are, and if you don’t, you probably still are ❤️
Being able to get back to making music with such a clear head has also been a gift, I haven’t felt this excited and in love with music in a long, long time. A few projects I can’t wait to be shared due hopefully this year toooo
Onward!
Theres a lot on my mind right now about this and I’m not the best with words but im just so thankful, nervous, and pretty much every other feeling possible to have this out in the world. It’s a blessing.
Simply put, thank you so much @amine for trusting me and believing in me every day. We’ve been working for 12 years together and we’re only getting better every time we do something new. It only makes me more excited for whatever comes next. Love you brother ❤️
Instagram only lets me post 10 pics (please verify me @zuck ) but there were so many key people who made this album happen. Made so many friends along the way and I can’t wait for what comes next. Thank you to everyone who listens for making it possible to do what I love in this world.
And now, back to hibernation. For now.
@kaliuchis - Orquideas out now! Honored to have worked with a bucket list artist of mine on these 2 songs and to have gotten to do it with the incredibly talented @yakob
Shout out @mattlmorris and as always @justinlehmann for being the best manager out there ❤️
Come Over by @jorjasmith_ ft. @popcaanmusic out now! Very thankful to be a part of this great song with some great people
Swipe for the original loop ☀️
my first remix, i wanna be down by brandy
link in bio 🥴
been wanting to do something with this acapella for a while and yesterday morning i started a track that felt right to dance in your bedroom to
also s/o @amine for the notes and pushing me to make it better than my first take as usual lol
