Carry It With You
34x50”
Soft pastel and pencil on paper
💖 Opening tonight! 💖 My first NYC solo show The Nights are Now with @ily2.ily2 . Reception from 6-8p. Hope to see you there :’-)
Photos via ILY2 (except for last grimy studio shot, that is all me)
Big time grateful to @yuccavalleymaterial@heidi_schwegler and @bullseyeglass via The Ford Family Foundation for my two week residency spent lost wax glass casting in Yucca Valley. Heidi is building something major and deeply connective out here and deserves all the support and hype possible. Thinking through desire, discards, and luminosity. Pieces for a future project. And with a delightfully serendipitous roll of the dice, I got to spend that time alongside my UO professor from over a decade ago @colinhives . Grateful for time with the desert land and everyone I met while passing through. Such a gift to start getting to know a new material in such a special place <3
boy am I trying
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merci, Paris and the people new and old that met me there in my new and old <3 + sprinkles of film photos that survived the compounded stress of multiple airport xray passes + recent Portland time
Just a Look
30x22”
Soft pastel and pencil on paper
Excited to soft launch my upcoming solo show ‘This House is on Fire!’ with @doublevgallery opening in Paris at the end of next month. It was a challenging one to make, and I’m still learning from all of its stops and starts and the fresh wound openings it’s left me to pursue. What started as musings around trans body horror morphed into a long look at the grotesque, with its well-worn push/pull cycle of attraction/repulsion, and as of possibly yesterday, I realized that this series has also been a subconscious inspection of my own recent transitions (not the gender kind! Although, probably that always too), uprooting, isolation, and change in all of its minutia and bigness, often collapsing in on each other in dizzying ways.
More to come, and even though I’m nervous about sharing this kind of strange and sometimes off-putting collection of drawings, I’m also deeply excited to move forward with them and hopefully find some connection through them :)
Here’s to new cycles. Happy nearly new year <3
p.s. I will be in Paris for the opening! Catch me there if you’re around 🥖
p.p.s. This piece is possibly most similar to previous work, so know that some new-to-me-and-to-you work is on the horizon!