a small detour to the beach before celebrating a friends birthda. matching fits on the beach, sippin a cutwater while getting approached by church goers and crossing paths with another photographer
creds to: @apr_fivestar (shot on film!)
i started making this in 2024. didnt finish it. its feburary 2026 now, im going to do it. at the time of making it I was delusional, stubborn and hellbent on making my dreams come true. they did not come true. reality hit, and crazy to say but I was still alive and very much out of it. Now Im a lot more grounded and have a better understanding of why I am the way I am I got diagnosed with adhd which explained a lot and makes sense why im able to connect with other who are like that as well. I could not finish any project or thing I set my mind to. Iād feel like a failure and feel so much worse. I lost friends, so many friends, and went through something so debillitating its hard even thinking about it. This time im hoping to find what works for me instead of being upset im not like everyone else. thx for reading yo cheers. 2026 is going to be better
