It took one trigger to remember
That jaundice face I had throughout that painful time
That over explained pain
Longed to be understood but misheard as blame
Those over understanding of your pain
To shut down mine
Those days that fell behind, where I can finally stand on ground
Now one swop of wind
Suddenly
They all replay in my head
The playlist that we have
One new song I added
That says:
The moment you softens
Takes off the jacket
You’re exposed to all the thorns
Ppl are just obsessed with themselves
There’re only a few in the world
That genuinely cared about you
Most of them
Just like one of your many jackets
Not the potato it’s covering
No Easter egg is adventurous without the paint
Only Kinder knew better to hide a prize
Mostly rots and hurts and selfishness is what’s inside
The silence of hearts
The love doesn’t stop
It’s the connection that dropped
It’s the being in love that got away
The love doesn’t stop
I just have to leave
The many facades of moi
You trying to hate one
She trying to love one
I trying to keep one
Him trying to take one
They trying to get one
Us trying to pick one
Everybody has sth to say abt one
I say
They’re all just one person
In different light
Won’t it be fascinating
To have all these skins unlocked by time and experience
Like ASH
In purple
