37
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Thank you for all the birthday wishes today. It truly means a lot to me, and I wish happiness to everyone I love as well.
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Itās been a long time since Iāve written anything this long here. Life over the past few years has had its share of good and bad, I went through something I never thought would happen to me. It was the hardest thing Iāve ever experienced. Iām using this space to let out feelings that have been sitting quietly inside me. No matter how much I try to move forward, something still lingers, something that hasnāt been fully resolved, at least not for me.
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Even though my life now is in a much better place, the memory still hurts. Seeing the person who did wrong, and those who chose to stand by them, living as if nothing happened, still affects me more than I would like to admit. It doesnāt feel completely finished. I just hope what theyāve done finds its way back to them, sooner or later.
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Iām grateful to have a supportive husband
@nukkkk , someone steady, protective, and truly there for me during the most difficult time in my life. And my niece, who reminds me in the simplest way to keep going. Because of them, Iāve found my way back to a quiet and simple kind of happiness. A life that feels real, and a new kind of family that I can build in my own way.
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To myself at 37, still choosing a simple and steady kind of happiness, I wish peace and happiness for everyone I love as well.
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