I made a lot of this work In 2016 clicking hard, 40 tabs deep, pre-Trump, post Malone(?) 4 years later I canāt remember much of the physical making of them, just a vague sense that I did and a Dropbox full of evidence.
I tried to make pictorial choices aggressive but listless - that frantic passivity that overtakes your brain when youāre Very Online. A lot of the materials were scrapped from the dumpster in the studio building where I worked in fort green across the hall from
@maria_kozak who was always covered in paint and generous with good vibez.
The building had tech companies, fabricators, fashion lines, unknowingly collaborating their trash into my frankensteins. As I worked on them the object assemblage picture things constantly whined and complained- needing more Something, less Warmth, more Red, less formal specificity, more motion, less hamfisted dumbboi energy, less Me, more of Anyone Else. Often they told me to Give up, and Go Away, which I would for weeks, sometimes months, and then one day theyād sweetly whisper, āI feel prettyā and weād sit together and Iād think Iād really done something.
Sometimes Iād post them on social media to fish for external confirmation. Youāre here too, so you know how that story goes... Iād be gently scratching away at some detail in the corner and the assemblage art-object picture thingy would start laughing āYouāre really Shit, arenāt you!?ā A day would come where Iād walk in full of bluster, turn them to the wall āShut up you! Youāre done!ā Iād sign the back. With that bad ceremony, an ending.
These arenāt portraits of healthy relationships, or confident states of mind. I like doubt in art. I like effort and struggle. I like vulnerable uncertainty and crash landings. Sometimes I wish it were different, my āprocessā (ew). Iāve heard of artists with clear headed intentions, true belief, rules for success. Haha- miss me with that you freaks?
But thatās just like, my opinion man. Every image, object, art thing gets tired of itself, stops existing in the mind of the maker, has to seek new walls, new platforms, new eye balls, or else new storage units, new dumpsters to crawl back into. #victorimogallery