As I try and gather words to say, I type with tears rolling down my face .( I canāt help it )š„ŗ I pray everyday for strength and to keep me going , but boy do I feel like giving up sometimes š thereās no word that exists that could ever describe the pain that I feel knowing a piece of me has left and is never coming back ā¹ļø I miss you everyday Maā¦ Iām ngl, Iāve never really properly grieved & honestly I donāt think I ever will. Iām still hurting. Iām angry inside. Yet I still smile and go on like everything is Okayš I have no other choice to be strong , but sometimes I have my days where I could be randomly doing something and just break down in tears. I cherished the bond that we shared š¤š¼ I admired our relationship ā£ļø I canāt get that back š But I enjoyed the moments and time that we did spend together š„ŗ I miss you ma. & I love you more than anything in this whole world!š«¶š¼ Happy Heavenly Birthday my Love!šš¼š May your soul Rest In Peace šļø #LibraSZN āļø #HappyBirthdayMa #RIP
Becoming a mother changed me in ways I never knew I needed. The softest version of me was born the day my baby was. Through the sleepless nights, the tears, the healing, and the overwhelming loveā¦ I found strength in myself I didnāt know existed. Motherhood isnāt always easy, but itās the most beautiful thing Iāve ever experienced. š¤ Happy Motherās Day to all the beautiful spirited moms out thereš«¶š¼š„¹
