I have to admit something…
I’m in one the slowest seasons of my career. No bookings, few auditions. Feeling out of practice and out of sync. Longing to craft and create but being met by closed doors.
One thing actors don’t talk about often is the heartbreak of a slow season. The sobering ache after tasting success and having it slip away as fast as it came. Dodging questions like “when’s the next project?” or “how’s auditioning?” That weird sense of shame, the little voice telling you that you’re failing.
I’m in those trenches currently, trying to dig my way out through creative outlets and manifestation and honing my craft. But to my actors and artists: It’s OK to acknowledge the discomfort. It’s OK to feel discouraged and sad and jealous and scared and frustrated.
It’s OK to mourn all the characters you poured life into but didn’t get the opportunity to live in.
But remember: it’s just a season. It’s not a sign to quit or a testament to your talent. Keep showing up. Keep giving. Keep growing. You got this❤️🩹
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1. I can’t do it ALL, but I can do MY PART. with all the heartache, injustice, and pain in the world, it’s impossible to fix everything. I can’t solve every problem, but I CAN be a part of the solution. not every cause is mine to carry, and that’s OK. I can use my voice for what matters without screaming until I no longer have one.
2. the SMALLEST habits make or break my happiness. it’s not usually the big shifts that matter most. it’s the small things that typically slip through the cracks. like what music I’m consuming, how much time I spend scrolling, or how much sunlight I’m getting. the tiny changes make a big difference.
3. I won’t always be great when I start, but I have to start to be great. as a recovering perfectionist + overachiever, this is TOUGH. I love being instantly good at things. but the dreams and aspirations that are in my heart are worth GETTING good at. it’s worth the iffy beginnings and learning curve.
✨What’s one life lesson you’re currently learning? ✨
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