i’m building a habit of noticing and documenting tiny things and moments, looking for the feelings behind them. to understand myself better and the world around me?
they’re usually small and unimportant, but important to me.
this one guy said fish don’t need cigarettes and psychiatrists. i’m trying to become more fish, fishing for sparks and glimmers bc things start feeling fishy when i don’t pay attention.
paying attention is a creative and emotional practice. 🐡
WIP of a spore from some time ago.
been fruiting for a while and now i’m super excited about it.
this january i started a daily creative practice wo expectations, a hyphal open system of sorts.
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#experimental3d #digitalcraft #speculativeecology
Last year i got to love playing with clay. It brings me so much joy and freedom, clay is mud that listens, mud you can shape and somewhere along the way it shaped me back by making me more grounded and more feral, more patient and trusting in the process and myself.
This is one of the first thingies i made back in june. I’ve tried ceramics many times before, but this time everything felt strangely smooth, no overthinking if i’m talented, taking a break from my thoughts and being in the moment.
Here’s a pic of her, imperfect, at every stage, highly recommend digging through earth, getting your hands dirty, etc. very grounding 10/10 will keep doing it. 🩵
I’ve been debating myself if i should start sharing things i make here again. It’s play, like little 3D therapy sessions where colors and textures turn into speculative life forms from sci fi daydreaming but the second I post something my brain just switches to turbo overthink mode. I’ve been coming out of a long creative block finishing things I started years ago, showing up for myself in different ways and remembering how happy this actually makes me feel. So hi again. Be kind to my little alien garden. 🪸🦋🐙🪐🪼🐌
🦋 feral summer mostly in insect language because the world and the cats keep trying to talk to me that way 🦋 this summer i’ve been a prickly pear baking in the sun, found my spark again in the sea 🦋 and it really felt like the world fluttered back 🦋
