Some crazy hair things I’ve done, everyone involved is tagged in their look. Missing being on shoots, i wonder if anyone could send me some agencies and/ or casting directors who are looking for faces 🤓 thanksss
I want to let the wave take me, fly with excitement, feed possibility- feed myself to possibility. Be eaten whole and no doubt spat back out, all chewed up, masticated in the mouth of the future.
The artists life calls me.
How to nurture death the dog
At our heels
Weaving between our legs.
Depositing grey long
Wiry strands on all our favourite most worn fabrics
Maybe something the same age as me
He told me to only use nature to
Nurture nature
It’s when a tree is lying down one gets the measure of its stature
The last 4 lines are taken from the book ‘fresh water for flowers’ and the imagery of death as a dog also was inspired by this book. Love finding a read that slowly changes the way you see life. Filling my mind up with ideas
There is a beautiful world building in my mind
I have seen it’s construction for some time
I walk my path I find my toes
Hugging my heel with each
Tiny step I make forward
This beautiful world
Has many moving parts
I see them orbiting me and mine
At points closer
At times farther away
And how I let them swing
Hoping and believing in magnetic fields
And invisible strings
I cannot own them or ask them
Only act and watch
Perhaps we can share the scene of this beautiful world
In our minds eye
Collective believing is magic at work
Spidery strings descending out of collective minds
With pleasure I will see you beside me looking forward
Stepping as we can
Sometimes holding hands
Always sharing there
The most complicated lock box
Drivets divets
Slots slitting together
In an order hear it
Click
Or not.
Put you ear to my chest if you can
Only if you’re far enough away
Are you putting your hands in the right places
To hold me
Dear ‘youuu
send me‘
Quietly dismantling from the inside out
Stripes hidden too long in darkness
Shone upon
A geode or two
A fossil pain from many before
Not even aware until
I never knew I could want selfish things
Look I love my life. It would be a lot to sacrifice
Think about it
Cherished blindness
Do you know more about hate or love?
What feels more natural as a reaction to you?
Do you think there is something everywhere worth saving? Do you think there is something in everyone worth saving?
Or replace saving with loving? Or hating?
What makes you feel most driven to believe in change? What makes you feel most involved in change?
I hadn’t been involved in a demonstration in a while because I went to some in winter and at that point I was so motivated by anger. I felt angry and wanted to stop promoting the idea of peace first and instead wanted some kind of justice! To push people who I thought were wrong because I kept seeing the pain they brought upon people.
Two of these events, left me feeling spent from anger and shouting to no end and so hopeless. Because pushing people does not invite them to change their mind and every day small people, they somehow are the most important and the least.
They are not making the systems but they are upholding them.
How can I either work to target anger up way up the line. The ways are drastic! I saw somewhere recently that the idea of apocalypse is more imaginable than complete revolt. And that’s because to dismantle and revolt we need to trust in those who are around us. We’d need to leave the systems to lean on our local community.
Do you have community?
So how can I make people believe in connection? It feels like the most revolutionary thing I can possibly do. To live as much as my life can allow outside the system. I try!
But I must not take myself out of the space and chill there. I must try and inspire as many people as possible to join me in fact the people who seem least likely to are probably the most important.
Are you more driven from love for the innocent than hate of the sinners?
A new song
Spinning discs trying to get stuck in my head
The start of spring
It really plants seeds here and there.
We’re on the ridged edge about to step
Into more art
And spring invites my heart
I see futures unfolding
Spans of time lapped up by everyone I love
Faces slowly changing and I can only
See them so much
Honing something tough inside
It’s to hold fast to the truth
Through the days or months
Time has to pass. So I try to lay a rug
Myself a unique flavour
Requires a professional taster
A repertoire
Stirring hopes and dreams and hard work
In a deep dark cauldron
Cooking up the future
And a dash of spring,
An increase of heat to sim simmer