Amma I finally did it🥺
It’s been so hard trying to get through university after you passed but it’s the last thing you wished for. I hope I made you proud Amma♥️ Through all the tears and struggles I finally did it. There was endless tears every single night and being unable to get through each day but I pushed through just to accomplish everything you wished for and wanted. I wish nothing more than for you to be here with me but I brought you along the stage with me to share this moment. I love you and miss you so much ♥️🕊️
2 years ago today, was the most greatest pain in my life. I witnessed my mother, the person who gave birth to me, gave me life, nurtured me, loved me unconditionally, filled my heart with so much happiness and joy… die right in front of my very own eyes as I held onto her. Words can never describe how excruciating the pain is of losing a parent, let alone the woman who gave birth to me and gave me this life and having to witness her pass right in front of you. I struggled immensely trying to live a life without her. Till this day I still do and it hurts each and every single day being forced to move forward with life without her. She was my everything. My absolute everything. I felt I had no purpose in life. I felt I had no reason to live after she passed. Mentally it took a huge toll on me. Grief never goes away, you just learn to live with it. I never acknowledged or understood the depth of cancer. Experiencing my mother having cancer made me realize how horrible it is to not only witness but endure watching your loved one go through so much pain. Everything happened so quickly within a few months and progressed so adversly. She passed away so soon. She’s not gonna be here when I graduate university, or when I get married and have kids. It aches my heart everyday just even thinking about that. I would do anything to just get one more hug from her. I miss her so much and life will never be the same without her. It’s permanently changed and affected my family and I and it’s a pain we have to live with for the rest of our lives.
All I can say is please check in on your loved ones. Take as many photos or videos with them. You honestly never know when our last day will be. Anything can happen so unexpectedly. Life is seriously so short. Hug your parents, shower them with love and show kindness to those around you, especially as we all don’t know what someone is going through❤️🩹
RIP AMMA♥️
I love you so much forever & always🕊️
Nov. 4th 2022
• Thank you to @filmpanda__ for bringing my vision to life with this shoot and helping to commemorate my mum♥️🙏🏾
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Throwing it back to these beautiful vintage sarees of my mother, each one is a timeless piece of her love and legacy ✨
Happy Heavenly Birthday Amma🕊️♥️
Miss you and love you so much🫶🏽
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