Yesterday I got my visa on the 56 bus to Dalston.
The day before I lay on the grass in the garden of Camden Art Centre, thinking about how relaxing watching the way branches move in the wind and how what we need is already there in nature.
2 days ago I drank a lot in my bedroom, and danced like crazy with my AirPods on, in front of all my belongings of the past 3 years in London, feeling like I danced through my past 3 year of life.
Last week we went to our favorite Asian supermarket and got given a fortune cookie. I cracked it, and there I was reading ‘Good things will come to you in due course of time’.
Last month I stood in tears in my room as the unbearable stress coming from the uncertainty weighing more and more on me.
3 months ago I did my application after 9 months of intense preparation while having 1 full time job and 2 side hustles just because, and kept picturing the scenario of me getting the good news: on the bus, to somewhere.
The rest is everything that’s indescribable, or everything that I choose not to talk about cuz I talked about them too much. I sweated and grew, and I’m more certain than ever that there’s nothing I can’t achieve anymore. Love to all the ppl I love and love me :)
moodboard for the following year.
today’s quote is from a song I kept coming back to ‘The fire inside me burns brighter than the fire around me.’ from I Appreciate You by Headache&Vegyn
I barely really pay attention to the lyrics of a song, but on our plane to Milan when Beautiful Boy started to play in my earphones, that one short sentence just naturally fell into my ear like u randomly pull out a tarot card from a whole deck: ‘life is what happens when u busy making other plans’, and shockingly that’s exactly what I need to hear at this moment of my life 🎶🎶🎶
‘… …During the flight they will hold their smartphones up to study the two photos side by side, zooming in to look at the wrinkles and the shadows on their faces, and finding there the years passed: two kids leaving, two adults returning.’
