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mountain of wealth to the ceiling - the floor is barely alive

/ i am a fucking original try and tell me who you want me to be fuck all the fake and the typical “We’re not getting older” im tired of feeling invisible lie to myself and believe i can be fucking invincible and were never gonna die we pretend like we’re never gonna die we pretend like we’re not getting older /

I have seen the nu world

I hadn’t opened up my computer to make anything new for three years - making music for fun instead of a career ambition has been very freeing - this June I started the first new tracks that became kingdom of heaven and now that they are released I’m closing the computer - I’d like to go back and relearn guitar and piano and become a real musician again, like when I was in seventh grade - somewhere along the last 20 years I digitalized my creative power and even though it powered output, I lost something in the process - some purity - some soul - part of myself - I want callouses on my fingers again - I want the beauty of singing a song to myself in my bedroom - I want the power of not giving a fuck - I want to ditch my phone - I want to kick my addictions - I want to grow, get hurt, get lost in something and do it all over again - I want to be me - I want to make songs that no one hears and be ok - I want to get disintegrated into the stars - I want to find a river and sit by it for a long time - I want to be overwhelmed with creative passion divorced from the inhuman context of the internet and digital machines - at 32 now, I’d like to be more free and continue to be more free until it is the very essence of my spirit

9.26.24 kingdom of heaven 1/ toward the light 2/ crucifiction 3/ pump! 4/ iconoclast 5/ celebrity execution 6/ gutter Christ 7/ wayy up

wealth is a whip and fame, a cancer. capitalism is a plague, an infection that feeds on the soul of the living. the paradise of the wealthy is made out of the hell of the poor. the slave masters will feel the blade of justice. wealth only trickles down when the rich are bleeding. the underclass will birth a new world, a better world, a kingdom of heaven.

ULTRAZONE released: 10.31.2018 a collaborative album with @saintpressure one of my favorite musical experiences. I wanted to rerelease it with nu artwork and a remix of the song Brink. Happy listening

MESSYAH - ACID released 4.20.2019 all songs composed throughout 2018 while on a lil bit of a trip :’) sitting down trying to make beats while blasting off into space was such a freeing, experimental, and challenging experience. I originally released this as a side project called x2000, but always considered it a MESSYAH album. Enjoy

floating / drifting recorded may 2018 photo by: @zylahdemaree

NRG 19 - MESSYAH I was on a walk downtown, listening thru Dropbox demos re-living some shit. Hearing some shit. Feeling some shit. Listened to like 50 tracks that night and these were the 8 that made it. Stuff I never got to sing over. Demos that never got used or finished. I mastered the mp3s and slapped em up here. One month from now 2019 will be considered “5 years ago”. All these tracks are ancient and now, I give them 2 you. 2055 / Y2K / ULTRAZONE / INFINITE / Y3k / DOOM / NRG 19

NRG 19. A mixtape of instrumental demos from 2019 that I wanted to be accessible for listening. 1) youth group couch (11.2019) 2) scooter drift (8.2019) 3) lightning (7.2019) 4) nu voltage (10.2019) 5) blue 42 (9.2019) 6) razor edge (6.2019) 7) band practice (1.2020) 8) yellow & blaze orange (2.2020) thank you for listening to MESSYAH. I love making capital A art. No profit, success or notoriety needed or strived for. As always - Fuck the rich. Fuck the famous. Fuck the capitalists - and keep your head up you beautiful souls.