When I ideated co-hosting this high-level Security Dialogue event with the top Security agencies in the country (ONSA, DHQ, NPF, DSS & the NIA), I thought it would be a walk in the park; from date changes (up to 4times) to getting their approvals, to setting up the steering committee who had different perspectives (as security officials, experts &professionals), to producing the Playbook. Along the process, I realized that great dreams are accompanied with equivalent challenges, but people who know me know I’m a fighter & I never back down.
I’ve always pride myself as a strong woman but planning this event broke me, emptied my strength reservoire, my tear ducts kept dishing out fluids till it can’t no more, fear & anxiety had a “sitting room & kitchen” tenancy within me, my circadian rhythm became confused, my clothes couldn’t find the right angles to “sit” comfortably on & I’m sure they doubted if I was their usual owner.
I remember one of the days I broke down in premium hot tears on the floor of the office (not the kind of tears activated by “breakfast” ooo, i mean the kind of tears that have gone through a burning furnace), my colleagues
@_viviannah &
@sallyosia couldn’t stop consoling me, the more they consoled, the more the tears kept pouring. oh! I cried & “crewd” like a little baby.
Thankfully to the best Boss ever
@officialbenkalu , a leader who lets his aides fly as high as they want. When he believes in the “dream”, he will never leave you alone, he will step in, shield you&fight for you so you can stand tall & face the world.
@hartng1 kept assuring me everything will go well & encouraged me to keep going. Infact, he kept congratulating me in advance.
@joy_akut who was in the dark room with me the night I first ideated the event, present the entire journey and who I always call to “lament”, kept ringing it that God is involved & I need not fear. This is indeed true.
@loveidoko “the magician” & “Madam President” (like I fondly call her) stepped in, made sure the things I needed were promptly provided without any cause for worry.
In all, this feat until the next one, is officially the G.O.A.T for me yet..
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@thex_projects