It is with deep sadness and a broken heart I write that my wonderful rescue beagle Maddie passed away suddenly on Christmas. It has taken me a few days to collect myself and I write her this:
As I witnessed you take your last few breaths, I kissed your cheek and held you tight while I whispered in your ear "mommy and daddy loves you, everything will be okay" over and over again. I only hope that you felt all my love as you left this world so unexpectedly. I will never forget that moment… ever. Without knowing that you would be taken away from us so soon, it warms my heart to know that the last few memories I had with you were these: Sleeping on the couch near your dog bed, as you snored away, to keep you company the night before. Watching you enjoy eating filet mignon with steamed carrots as your Christmas Eve feast. On Christmas day, laying outside in the sun with you on the grass, enjoying the suns warmth, with blankets underneath us… and even giving you a bath that day so you would be squeaky clean, and deep down knowing you wished for that the shower head to slip out of my hand so I would get soaked as revenge for getting you wet… and that is exactly what happened. My laughter and sense of calmness turned into hysteria a few hours later when you were taken away from me.
As I slowly pick up the pieces of my broken heart, the quote "Who rescued who?" comes to mind. I will never forget you Maddie, and you will always have a special place in my heart along with Beggie. Until we all meet again. I love you.
Photo by: @LoveMeFurever #Maddie #rip #beagle #imissyou
I wear this necklace every single day as a remembrance of my beloved beagle Beggie. It is a silver necklace with an inscription that reads "Na zawsze z tobą" meaning "Forever with you"… But it's not just any regular piece of jewelry, it's a necklace urn. I put a small amount of Beggie's ashes into the silver cylinder years ago and have been wearing it every day since. I'm sure you can tell by all the dings and wear it shows.
Today is Beggie's birthday, she would have been 21 years old. A part of her is always with me, furever and always, right next to my heart.
"A very little key will open a very heavy door." - Charles Dickens.
The keyhole to our last home is now a distant memory. Where is the next door? I lost my key.
I had the best mini vacation a few weeks ago with the man I love, @trilllogy . I couldn't resist grabbing his camera and capturing this moment of me sitting out on the balcony, enjoying the warm night weather, after a long relaxing day at the pool. Snow White turned dark. I cherish these special moments I get to have with the man I love. Thank you.
