donāt think people truly understand what it takes to love someone through prep⦠until they do it.
This is the second time Iāve put you through it ā the early mornings, the exhaustion, the moods, the moments where I had nothing left to give⦠and somehow, you still gave me everything.
You held me together in the moments I felt like I was falling apart.
You massaged my feet when they ached, stood there fake tanning me like it was second nature, reassured me when my mind got loud, and reminded me who I was when I forgot.
You didnāt just support me⦠you carried parts of this with me.
And I donāt say it lightly when I say I couldnāt have done this without you. Not just physically ā but mentally, emotionally⦠you were my safe place through all of it.
I am so unbelievably grateful for you.
For your patience, your love, your strength⦠and the way you choose me, over and over again ā even in the hardest seasons.
My soon-to-be husband ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
And now⦠after everything weāve just walked through, we get to step into the most beautiful chapter yet ā marrying each other in 5 months.
I canāt wait to do forever with you.
It all started in Dee Why š«¶š¼
From moving in together in 2021 during Covid lockdown to now owning a street away in 2026 and getting married in 238 daysš„š”
I genuinely donāt have the words for this moment.. I brought my best package and my best version of me and somehow walked away top 10 in my @fmgshows_aust debut š„¹ so proud, so grateful, still in disbelief ā¤ļøāš„š«¶š¼ #fmgxfactionlabs
This is the moment it all hit meā¦
Today I had posing, and afterwards I looked back at these photos and honestly just broke down (in a good way) because it all hit me at once. every 3:30am wake up, every build, every deficit phase, every time I pushed myself in every possible way over the past year and a half⦠it all adds up
we are⦠THREE WEEKS. 21 DAYS OUT. š³
and right now yes itās absolutely about the final push⦠but itās about taking it all in, enjoying it, being present, not rushing it, not wishing it away⦠just living it āŗļø
This prep for me was about being selfish in the best way
setting a bigger goal than Iāve ever set for myself and backing myself enough to actually go after it properly
and I can honestly say⦠Iāve done everything I said I would do
that part hits different.
I couldnāt have done this without @becctheposer and @_samanthawicks ā my posing coach and my coach
both have played such important roles in this journey in their own ways, I couldnāt have done this or gotten here without the support and guidance from these two fricking power houses and Iām really grateful for themš„¹ā¤ļø and also all the ladies at @australianposingschool
I canāt even believe now that there was a version of me who didnāt think sheād ever be confident enough to step on an FMG stage, the version of me who kept saying āmaybe one dayā and now Iām about to debutā¦
Im honestly just so proud, grateful, and a little bit in awe of how far this all has come š„¹ and I can say with my whole heart that Iāve done everything I said I would do, Iāve beat my last package.. so these next few weeks⦠I just want to take it all in before I get to celebrate me⦠aka step on stage - š ā¤ļøāš„ #fmgxfactionlabs #bodybuilding #bikiniprep #prepdiaries
Buying an apartment. Planning a wedding. And 9 weeks out from my FMG debut (!!)
I really walked into 2026 and said, āletās do everything.ā š¤£
3:31am alarms. Prep brain. Working in the city. Cardio & simultaneously replying to wedding vendors at 4am. Apartment inspections on weekends in between posing sessions in Mascot with the fabulous @becctheposer š
There have definitely been a few breakdowns and moments where I wasnāt sure how it would all fit ā but somehow, it does. 2026 already feels like the best year yet. šāāļø
See you GC on stage in 9 weeks @fmgshows_aust š @australianposingschool@_samanthawicks@1pcntrs@the.bikinibiz