kicking around, busy in life and in grief. attempting to slip back into the stream full of passion, but god is it hard to find the will. this is mostly January but also not. I take too few photos via phone but lots via camera. the undeveloped rolls and undeveloped process of moving forward outward upward grows ever on. one day it will be easier and make more sense, but for now it is just different
stuff has been happening such as: now bald again. unrelated to mental health but that's also there. anyway. 4 projects I worked on are playing at AFF!!!!! incredibly amazing and extremely cool you should go and see all of them. I have been leaving my house for recreation but not much. still working on set and hoping for more more more (seriously email me I will work for u in any capacity on set and off)(freelancing fulltime now just btw). this album is my current earworm that wont give up. I've opened up the writing orb in my brain to get that spinning again. see that the chips off the block litter the floor with the effort. goodnight love u
btw i am alive and doing stuff im just extremely offline at the moment. stuff is so good and also extremely the worst and also sometimes both. I don't even want to talk about what's going on over there. I will be back (menacingly and with love)
on the winter solstice, two of my very bestest friends (my wife and husband-in-law, respectively) got married, and it truly was the most beautiful, special day. here's a pic dump from the day, and film shots from the reception (at the exeter, because of course). all love, all chaos. forever. 🖤 21.09.25
right sorry I forget that now I'm online I have to prove that I am online and alive and not a scammer. I have no notifications on for this app cause I kinda hate it but also love it. hope this helps
