Hair and Makeup done by me on āOklahoma Smokeshow.ā Thank you to @zachlanebryan for writing such a great song and to @justwilks for always trusting me enough to keep working with me and honestly being the best producer ever. I met so many cool and wonderful people on this shoot and the end product is so cool. Go watch the full version on YouTube!
Yesterday I had to say goodbye to my best friend of ten years, my daughter, Lola. I donāt know how I was blessed to be so lucky to be her mom. She was the sassiest cat who always reminded me how much she loved me and only me (unless I wasnāt around then she would act like she loved whoever else was around so much til I showed up then she would ignore you lol). I feel like Iāve accomplished a lot in life, but nothing so far will ever be greater than me getting to be your mom. She took a part of me yesterday with her. And sheās never been a vocal cat, but yesterday as we said our goodbyes, she used her last bit of strength to meow one last time for me to say goodbye. My Lola, my Lolis, my most beautiful girl in the world, I love you and safe travels š
2023 was crazy. From Nikki and I moving in with Alex, to my sister being in and out of the hospital, to finding out months later my bio dad died and also losing ALOT of work in the makeup field, I was on the path that this was my not a GOOD year, but as I look back and see all the wonderful memories I made this year, I canāt truly say this year sucked because in reality, it wasnāt too bad. 2024 I AM SO READY
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Itās been one whole week since I turned 30 and when I tell you Iām still unpacking how special all the lovely people in my life made me feel, itās been a lot. Iāve spent all of my twenties in Austin and even though I havenāt been 100% for the past couple years, Itās crazy to look back and realize everything Iāve accomplished. Iāve booked countless shows, have done makeup for the stars, traveled, toured, made friends I love so dearly, cut out all toxic parts of my life and met the love of my life. CHEERS TO ONE DECADE OVER AND THE START OF A NEW ONE āØāØ
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2nd round of Balance and Composure shows!
LA show sucked but the Pomona show rocked.
My friends and I went on big adventures in-between. Food was V TIGHT.
Most importantly tho, we finally got to see the sights of all our favorite Vanderpump drama and tbh Iām content forever.
I love music. I love my friends. I love my child and most of all I love my person š
Lifeās a garden, dig it
SXSW 23ā was a dream and Iām glad itās over because Iām v tired still lol also would never think Evan Weiss would hold a photo of me. Thanks again to the @topshelfrecords family for letting me be a temporary family member šø
30 Looks so good on you šø
Another birthday together and now entering a new decade of fun! I promise to make your 30s both the best time of your life and the scariest. Youāve changed my life for the better and you are the best decision I ever made. Cheers to the best dad, the best partner, the best grower, the bestest friend and the best boy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU SAD PISCES MAN BOY QUEENššluv u @alexatx93
(Sorry this is two days late Instagram wouldnāt let me post it)
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āAll I feel is celestial desire
A distant joy is dancing all around me. All I see is yellow in the spring air. How beautifully the color worked itself in.ā
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The amount of gratitude I have for the people in these photos and the wonderful people who surround me, really is unmeasurable. Having consistent and genuine people around me has only benefited my life in the most positive way. Grateful grateful grateful.