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»Do you want a balloon too, Georgie?« Aye aye aye, I watched the "Welcome to Derry" show and I quite liked it! 🎈 Wanted to do this Clown for like 5 years, and finally asked Yuzel if she would take some pictures with me, so last year October we finally did it 🎈🎈 📸 + edit @yuzelgraphy thank you 🎈🎈🎈 #pennywise #pennywisecosplay #itpennywise #itpennywisecosplay #welcometoderry

»I'm late, I'm late, for a very important date!« White Rabbit — Alice in Wonderland, own "horror" version. !! tw talking about mental health !! Damn, it's been a long time, that photo took place in 2017, with a very lovely group I had back then — those were amazing times! I genuinely miss the feeling of being part of a friend's circle to cosplay, or just hang around with at a con! I felt so comfortable just being my authentic self, and for being accepted the way I am. Sadly that year I also faced my recurrent depression disorder, and balancing on a constant burnout. Therapy kinda helped, but I needed to set strict boundaries, I couldn't attend as many conventions as I would've liked, I got overwhelmed with too many people, too much noise and withdrew more and more. Then Corona hit and first, it was a relief. I didn't need to socialise, or needed to disappoint my friends by saying I couldn't make it — we were all stuck at home. Then the isolation hit. Hard. And honestly, I just forgot how to meet people, how to speak, how to act, I felt a lot of distance, couldn't connect anymore. Yes, I worked at my job and had my colleagues, but I heavily mask there, so that's another thing, haha. After we were all allowed to meet again, I felt uncomfortable sitting with friends I liked and loved. I felt out of place and not welcomed — but it wasn't their fault. I withdrew even more. I often still feel this way, and it's horrible. I often feel awkward or like a third wheel, dissociate because I'm overwhelmed, or simply can't be myself, like there's an invisible wall and I can't get over it. I work on it, but it's still a long way. Shoutout to the people I still hold so dear: @the_art_0f_luck @cr4gster @rea_seraph @yuzelcosplay @misswinterfell_art 📸 by her ✨ #cosplay #aliceinwonderland #whiterabbit #whiterabbitaliceinwonderland #whiterabbitwonderland #aliceinwonderlandcosplay #whiterabbitcosplay #horrorcosplay #mentalhealthmatters❤️ #mentalhealth #talkingaboutmentalhealth #drepression #depressiondisorder #recurrentdepression

»You know where you can stick your instructions?« »No, where?« Old photo, but bringing back this baby boy, aaaaah it's been so long??! (2021) Fun fact: now that I manage my ADHD with meds quite well, I suspect my (undiagnosed) autism is coming through more and more and damn, Connor is so autism coded ✨ All my comfort characters are neurodivergent 😭 📸 @yuzelcosplay #detroitbecomehuman #detroitbecomehumancosplay #detroitbecomehumanconnor #rk800 #rk800connor #connorcosplay #rk800cosplay

»Nom nom nom ~« Another picture from our small Epic: The Musical gathering 💜 Odysseus @bene.mongmong Lotus Eater @lizzardfox 📸 @acfotobox #epicthemusical #greekmythology #winions #winion #lotuseater #lotuseatercosplay #epicthemusicalodysseus #epicthemusicalcosplay #epicthemusicalwinion #epicthemusicallotuseater #hamburgfantreffen #ohanafantreffen

»Ra-Ra-Rasputin! 🎶« This shot was so random, but here we are the "Epic: The Musical, Russian Gang unite" I absolutely love @bene.mongmong and @xenokretia 's expressions! They are so pure and genuine! 💜 Lot's of Lotus Love to this group~ It was just a quick meeting, but you were all great 🪷 Circe @myfaivey Calypso @mareike.hu Lotus Eater @lizzardfox Hera @created_by_verity Aeolus @shiny_cos Odysseus @bene.mongmong Athena @xenokretia 📸 @acfotobox #epicthemusical #epicthemusicalcosplay #epicthemusicallotuseater #lotuseatercosplay #epicthemusicalodysseus #odysseuscosplay #epicthemusicalathena #athenacosplay #epicthemuaicalcalypso #calypsocosplay #epicthemusicalhera #heracosplay #epicthemusicalcirce #circecosplay #epicthemusicalaeolus #aeoluscosplay #ohanafantreffen

»Scary cave!!« I was a little lotus-eater for our Epic: The Musical group! My bf was hyping and introduced me to it, and I really like the songs and "lore" and it totally reawakened my old Percy Jackson love 😩🤌🏻 We talked about who I could cosplay and despite all the gods I decided to be this little fluffy creature (the option for doing a sheep was there too, aaahahha) I'm happy with how it turned out, thank you @bene.mongmong and especially @xenokretia for making my costume 💜💜💜 And thanks to @acfotobox too for the quick photo shooting 🥰 Our group was so cool, I'm sad we didn't have the opportunity to hang out more, but I would love to do the cosplay again with you guys~ Odysseus @bene.mongmong Lotus Eater @lizzardfox #lotuseater #lotuseatercosplay #lotuseatergreekmythology #epicthemusical #epicthemusicalcosplay #winion #winions #greekmythology #ohanafantreffen #hamburgfantreffen #cosplayfantreffen

»It would have been easy enough to make peace. Kaz could have told Jesper that he knew he wasn’t dirty, reminded him that he’d trusted him enough to make him his only real second in a fight that could have gone badly wrong tonight. Instead, he said, “Go on, Jesper. There’s a line of credit waiting for you at the Crow Club. Play till morning or your luck runs out, whichever comes first.”« After Freddy's photo op I wasn't as nervous anymore, but it was still very exciting to meet @kittheyounger !! He was so polite and greeted me with a "Mr Brekker 😏" and I made him hold Milo and then afterwards found out in his panel with @jacktwolfe that he can't see any goats anymore 😭 I mean, I understand but Milooooo~ I like this photo a lot, he's so cool with the finger guns 😩🤌🏻 #magiccon2024 #magicconbonn #magicconconvention #kityoung #shadowandbonecast #photoop #kityoungphotoop #kazbrekker #kazbrekkercosplay #milothegoat #dontcookmilo #jesperfahey #sixofcrows #sixofcrowscosplay

»Why do you guys say that, anyway? No mourners, no funerals? Why not just say good luck or be safe?« They can't say "Break a leg." for sure 🫠 Uuuh, actually I'm a bit sad, what is my face? Why do I look so irritated? Guess I would've needed another second to set my expression, but oh well 🙈 Anyway! @jacktwolfe was an absolute cutie! He was so excited about the butterflies (which I painted and cut out the night before con, in my hotel bed, the only 'con crunch' I ever did, lel). And I wasn't the only one, nearly every Wylan cosplayer we saw had a little cyan morpho friend with them, it was beautiful 🩵💙🖤 He yelled "See you later.", when I left and ??? What? When? Where? Do you know something which I don't? Because ??? We did NOT see each other later, of course. I'm still waiting 😔 (yes, I know it's a phrase, no I absolutely don't take everything literally, I don't have autistic traits at all, haha, what do you mean? 💀) Mentioning autism, like the majority of the fandom I believe Wylan is autistic (so is Kaz, fight me) and Jack Wolfe had some incredible things to say in his panel with Kit Young. About feeling seen, representation, experiences and being part of a community. #magiccon2024 #magicconbonn #magicconconvention #jackwolfe #shadowandbonecast #photoop #jackwolfephotoop #kazbrekker #kazbrekkercosplay #cyanmorpho #daturameloxia #wylanvaneck #wylanhendriks #sixofcrows #sixofcrowscosplay

»Don't get attached.« Yeah well, too late. Milo was our little star on the #magiccon2024 🐐 I am so so SO happy I was able to meet some of the Shadow and Bone Cast and have a photo-OP, especially with @freddycarter1 🥹 He was so nice and calm, and I was so incredibly nervous, haha. He asked me how I was and now in retrospect I can't even tell if I answered properly, hfffffs. But I managed to ask for a hug after the picture (which I got!) and tell him that he was incredible as Kaz 😭 It was my first real convention after a long time and then meeting the guys you hyper focused the whole year was nerve wrecking to say the least. But so worth it! Next time I definitely want an autograph too. The photo-OP with Freddy and Saturday ticket was my birthday gift from @bene.mongmong ♥️ Thank you for giving me that amazing opportunity, incredible experience and spending an unforgettable weekend together🖤 PS: my skin tone is SO PALE, I look sick and / or dead in comparison to Freddy 💀 #magiccon2024 #magicconbonn #magicconconvention #freddycarter #shadowandbonecast #photoop #freddycarterphotoop #kazbrekker #kazbrekkercosplay #dontcookmilo #sixofcrows #sixofcrowscosplay

„Do you believe in destiny? That even the powers of time can be altered for a single purpose?“ [Dracula] Not ready to let #spuktober go yet 👻 The photo was taken from the great @photodesign.josef.kristof at the #fancyhalloween2024 Event organised by @lyonelstief The awesome horns are from @tinkercast.official and the beautiful Outfit ist from @killstar and @ozzonjapan #halloween #halloweenshooting #halloweenshooting🎃 #spuktober #magic #horns #fancyhalloween #elysium #halloweenvibes #halloweenmakeup #quotes #model #quoteoftheday #dracula #ootd #happyhalloween

»To die buried under the weight of my own gold.« HAPPY HALLOWEEN 🎃 Another fantastic shot by @photodesign.josef.kristof Love love love the lighting in this one so much! The set by @lyonelstief was just so gorgeous and I was completely blending in with my golden vest 🤣 Halloween is like my most important 'national holiday', unfortunately I am laying in my bed coughing and sneezing, no trick or treatin' for me today :') I will snuggle up under the blanket, drink tea, snack sweets and cuddle with the little gremlins (cats) 🖤 #fancyhalloween2024 #halloweenparty #halloweencostume #halloweenmakeup #vampires #vampirecostume #dressupparty #photoevent #photography #spookyseason #spooky #kazbrekker #kazbrekkercosplay #vampirekazbrekker

»Her veins pulsated in the rhythm of her heartbeat. It was hard not to stare at the prominent vein. Not to think of the crimson liquid that would ooze out of it. The nauseating warmth, the disgusting taste of metal on his tongue. He flexed his gloved fingers and balled them into a fist. He hadn't fed in weeks. Tonight, he would.« One of the pictures from last weekend! Event: #fancyhalloween2024 by @lyonelstief 👻🎃 They turned out SO GOOD. Props to @photodesign.josef.kristof 😩🤌🏻🖤 It was so comfortable working with you, I would be happy to collab with you anytime again, no joke! I really had a blast on this day, although my social anxiety almost ruined it, I was having a major panic about the event itself and all the strangers there, and I felt like canceling last-minute. Also, I really wanted to do something more 'extravagant' for Halloween a lot of make-up etc, but was also super lacking in ideas, so I decided to wear my Kazzle Dazzle outfit but with a vampire twist - the classic old blood sucker always saves the day....or...rather the night, haha. I had concerns of feeling completely underdressed, but that vanished, when my dear @khaoscalu picked me up from the train station. We decided to make the best out of the day, and we certainly did! Thank you for asking me if I wanted to join. Definitely wanna go next year too! It was a wonderful event and the photosets were gorgeous! #fancyhalloween2024 #halloweenparty #halloweencostume #halloweenmakeup #vampires #vampirecostume #dressupparty #photoevent #photography #spookyseason #spooky #kazbrekker #kazbrekkercosplay #vampirekazbrekker #succubus #succubusmakeup #succubusdemon