PSYCHO LIKE HARLEY !! 🤪🤮
I literally have been feeling like this internally. I’ve been feeling like my mind is in the constant loop of pain, confusion, and loss. I am not perfect. No where near. Social media can really make it look like someone is doing perfectly fine but in reality, we’re all going through something. I am perfectly imperfect. Some days are better than others but I admit I struggle with maintaining my true self..it’s hard asf lmaoo. I always feel like it’s this immense pressure to be something in life...I always feel this pressure to be great at something because I feel like I owe it to the people I love and to the people who couldn’t see today. The only way I know how to even come in contact with my true identity is through my creativity. My creativity is the only thing that makes me feel like life is worth living. And to all the people who struggle with depression or anxiety or past traumas, please understand that life isn’t meant to be depressing lol. Everyone deserves a chance to live. It gets better. And the sooner you realize that life is what YOU make it, the sooner you’ll realize that you are in absolute control. You got this! You are fucking amazing and I love you! We need you here!! 💓
Bad wig + less than 24 hours + bitch I’m finna paint myself blue + let’s go to the ice wall = @observer.studios and I thought process 😭💘(our impromptu shoots always bangers !! I love u chicaaaa! 🥰💋)
Makeup n shii by muahh
photographer + concept @observer.studios
Terpsichore Pt. 1
Lilo Ayeka is a model, writer, and creative director from Cleveland Ohio. She is Co-Founder of The Black Genius District and the author of the upcoming poetry book “Obsidian Abyss.”
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