between the shores of hating urself and loving ur self is a vast ocean, contemplating that contrast can bring a tear to ur eye, especially if u made the journey, sad tears or happy tears, as the memories of the trials and epiphanies crash like tidal waves on either side. It’s interesting how quick some of us can find ourselves in a rut and think, how did I get here? Wasn’t I just soaring? Wasn’t I just feeling so free and full of love ? I lose the light all the time. I’m constantly re learning what it means to love myself, and reminding myself who I really am. My heart goes out to anyone out there that’s struggling in the intense shift of this year. We’re all feeling it. Shedding the old, dissolving the outdated ways of being, relationships morphing, unexpected curveballs, the chaos, feeling in-between within ourselves. It feels like such a test, like Im back to square 1, like Im stuck in some vicious cycle, doomed to suffer. However, as I enter stillness, deep down I know so much is being be cleared, to make space for all the expansion that is coming. I remember that is exactly what it should feel like right now, that Im exactly where I need to be!! b/c how can we truly find trust, devotion, and inner strength, and choose to make the ultimate decision to love ourselves and lead with love, if not from a place of total uncertainty and resistance? The beams of the highest vibrations are blasting at us constantly, and my prayer today is that we all allow them into our hearts, no matter what, and remind ourselves who we really are, feeling the magnitude of emotion and healing we are capable of experiencing. Lets continue to hold space together, gather with intention, b/c in this community there so much collective wisdom, with you my fellow travelers, as I look on these pictures, and think about all the other times we have shared this space, I feel supported and know im not alone. I hope you feel the same!! Sending so much love to my soul tribe, the family of light, LSDREAMers, all my spiritual beings having a human experience. The journey continues …
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@lightcode sessions Caverns Nov 2026
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