we don’t talk anymore. like really talk.
everybody’s somewhere but nobody’s present. you pull up to the function and it’s loud as hell but you leave feeling more empty than when you came. we substituting noise for connection and calling it a life.
i want to LIVE. not just survive the week. not just make it to the weekend. actually live.
but we in the club.
i want to connect with somebody real. somebody who gon sit in the quiet with me and not feel like they gotta fill it. but everybody just want a body. everybody want something surface. the moment it get deep they ghost or they grab you and call that intimacy.
i want to live but my vices feel better than my peace right now.
i want to live but the bills due and i’m one check from a crisis so “living” feel like a luxury i can’t afford yet.
i want to connect but the culture would rather we bleed each other out. would rather we pull up on each other than pull up for each other.
we are so loud and so lost at the same time.
tired of the function. tired of performing alright. tired of the small talk that goes nowhere with people who could’ve been everything if we just slowed down long enough to find out.
i just want to live
Where’s Bryson Tiller and @partynextdoor at? Felt like I was in 2015 when I made this. Who else y’all seeing one this bet? #studiolife #musicproducer #producerlife #rnb
