After a long hiatus - a period spent in the sun, a period spent on the farm, a period spent looking inward, a period spent in silence and a period spent asking myself some fundamental questions about my practice, I’m back (I think).
In the silence I tore myself down.
I was plagued by self-doubt, I was uncertain about my abilities and a part of me strongly felt like it was time to step away from fashion entirely. After all, I absolutely hate the mechanics of the industry, so why stay?
But in the silence, I built myself up again.
I met myself for what felt like the very first time. I was able to extend grace to myself, I rediscovered that spark that pulled a young graduate away from architecture and into fashion. I became curious again. I come back, not with all my questions resolved but with a little more clarity on how I would like to proceed - at much gentler pace, with intention and with purpose, prioritising thought and craft, always.
A lot of my work has always revolved around identity, this fundamental building block of who we are and the arduous process of finding out who we are. [collection name] is the second chapter of a series of sartorial expressions of the journey of self defining, starting with the question many of us have asked ourselves over and over again, ”Who am I?”
FLUX
noun: a state of uncertainty about what should be done (usually following some important event) preceding the establishment of a new direction of action
If something is in a state of flux, it is constantly changing.
[Oxford Languages]
IDENTITY
noun: the fact of being who or what a person or thing is.
The characteristics of determining who or what a person or thing is.
[Merriam-Webster]
Even after all this time, I still can’t help but wonder, does this journey of finding ourselves truly ever end?
Photography
@josephbaraza
Model
@maggyshish_
Styling and production bryan.emry
Video
@magatimaosa
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