Another birthday <3
Itās so funny to me that I once thought Iād have it all figured out by now. The only thing I have figured out is that Iāll never have it all figured out. And five years ago that wouldāve scared me. Now it brings me peace, and it makes me excited. How cool is it that thereās no deadline. We get to figure things out for the rest of our lives. We get to try new things for as long as weāre living. Start over. Fall in love over and over again with new people and places and experiences.
Thank you to this mind that has pushed me through, this body that has carried me, and all of the people whoāve held me. I love it here. Whatās next?!
But I made it look real good on the IG story didnāt I! š
So the girls and I decided to go on this magical retreat in the rainforest. Gorgeous cabin, breathtaking views. After finding four hand-sized spiders in the bedrooms, we thought it couldnāt get any worse. Then the power went out and we had to sleep by these spiders in the pitch (PITCH) dark. Finally falling asleep in the wee hours of the morning, only to be woken up by Alex screaming, face to face with a tarantula in the shower. We eventually decided to give the tarantula the airbnb and head out, then our car couldnāt make it out of the (steep mountain) driveway. With the gas pedal fully pressed, we were rolling backwards. A drop-off cliff to our right, and a mountain to our left, we had to aim to crash backwards into the mountain. Then had to track down a tow truck to finally get us out of there. But it looked REALLY good on the gram didnāt it?! š
