I was gonna write something long and meaningful about how much I love life because I’ve fallen in love with myself but these will speak louder than any words I’d be able to muster up.
5/21/22 - So, I’ve been in tune with myself for quite a while now. Shit, I can even tell you the day, where I was, and what I was doing when I realized how in touch I am with my wants, needs, and feelings. It’s only recently that I’ve started keeping this journal to help keep my mind clear and to make these things tangible. I know I write a lot about pain and sadness because for a long time, those things defined me. But, the honest to god truth of things, is that I’m happy. Not content, happy. Of course, there are things I want to change and things that I’m still working on. There are hard days and long days and even harder days. But you can’t have flowers with out the rain.
There are decades where nothing happens then there are weeks where decades happen.
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This last month or so has been a hell of a ride. A lot has happened and so much more has changed. I’m so grateful for everyone and everything.
