got the physical copy of my first book in the mail this past week!!! what a huge milestone in this career iāve totally made up! it took me a week to even acknowledge the book, and i probably wonāt read it maybe ever. what a surreal moment; iāve spent three years working on this and here i am holding the fruits of my labor. and i have NO idea how to feel!!! im REALLY proud of myself, incredibly scared, feeling pretty vulnerableā¦ id probably change everything if i could just to postpone the publishing date. fear is a hell of a drug ya know! anyway im very proud to announce that this will be for sale this summer and i hope you love it!
