Been off my personal instagram for 6 months. Not sure when I’ll comeback to it, but today is my day. May 8th is my day.
May 8th 2019, Rock Bottom, Depression had a firm grip, a chokehold, this was it for me! This day is the day I made my decision, do I stay or do I go. After hours of crying, I finally started my professional mental health journey getting the help I always needed. The last 7 years have been a life time in themselves. I still am using professional mental health to help guide me today. The one thing I will tell you that I didn’t know would happen, as you get healthier and happier, you will loose people along the way. Your eyes will open to the downfalls of others and you will really see who your friends/family really are. I have become someone so happy and stable in myself, I see it bother so many people, hence why I stepped away from the internet for awhile…and it has brought those who truly care even closer to me.
There is help. There is time. I’m not the smartest person in the world and I figured something out. When you are ready and you wake up one day and see yourself how I saw myself May 8th 2019, That’ll be your day. One day at a time. All the best.
Ps: I’m outta again, so won’t be responding to comments or messages. I’ll be back sometime I’m sure. I gotta figure out how to use the internet in the healthiest way for me. I unfollowed everyone, so by all means zero offense taken for anyone who unfollows me. All the best.
STRIVE - STRUGGLE - SUCCEED!!! Repeat Until Achieved!
#iWiniAlwaysWin #MentalHealth #Depression #recovery #Anxiety
I spent the last 7 years working really hard on myself, taking the fight to what officially diagnosed life long #ClinicalDepression back in 2018. I gave myself a choice one morning, End it now, or run and get help! I raced to an urgent care doctor and begged for help…and so my journey of recovery began. Happiness is such a strange concept, I feel truly guilty for feeling it most days I wake up now. I don’t understand why or how I’m still here. Im absolutely terrified every single day I’ll lose it. But happiness has made my life so much easier. The decisions I make day to day, my life path and the people I let into my life. Had I not taken this journey, I would never have met her. Friends first now for nearly 6 years, and partners for nearly 1, Happiness just guided me and I followed it to her. It was the easiest decision of my life. Happiness gave me my best friend. I look forward to so much more of it now…I wish nothing but the same for everyone on here. All the best. #SheSaidYes #MrsTrigger #ChickenwingsAndClutch
Apologies if I have been ignoring any messages in regard to upcoming rides. I will no longer be Leading, organizing rides or involved with Westside Moto Collective due to unforeseen circumstances. Nice while it lasted. Will I be riding? Organizing rides every weekend? Giving away prizes from the awesome companies that stuck with me? …Absafuckinlutely! You know where to find me to find out more 😉…See ye down the road, FOREVER TWO WHEELS 🤘#FTW Thank you @lawtigerslosangeles for being a real one 👊🏻
