Your reality not matching what you want? That’s probably on you. Good news though, you just have to choose to change it.
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Spring is here. A month is the perfect amount of time to introduce yourself to yourself, devote yourself to your desires, and watch a wave of change move through your life.
I was recently updating my resume when I realized I’ve created over $3 billion in revenue across my career. You know how I actually do that? I bring people back to themselves. Completely. Without apology. And when that happens, they stop performing for systems that were never built for them and start building their own. And, like a magnet, energy is generated. When I’m not walking people through their own darkness, I’m here to Robin Hood the system to make money and change at scale. (It’s the same thing)
These are the tools I want to bring to my community right now.
Things are grim, but life is beautiful. Start with your frequency. Change yourself. Change your community. Change the world. Work with what’s in front of you.
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Brb with Surf Report
I recently found out that I have severe mercury and thallium poisoning. This is a long awaited discovery after being mysteriously and increasingly unwell for about 15 years.
That’s why I’m so sleepy and foggy and distant, bb. That’s why my hair fell out, bb.
The initial treatment has me detoxing some good zits and look at these cute lil white hairs that my mane is growing from these supplements and head injections. I don’t really have any energy and tbh I’m not sure if it’s the medicine or the validation that there is actually something wrong with my body that has me surrendering to a physical collapse - doesn’t really matter, what I’m sayin is that right now my body says it’s time for a lot of the day in bed and I’m listening. It’s really hard. It’s been really hard. I’m being prepped for iv chelation therapy that starts next month and omg baby, I am so sick of being sick, I can’t wait to let this entity out of my body.
There’s so much to say about being unwell and not being believed or treated and how we lose a lot of sweethearts that way. There’s a lot to say about acceptance and trauma bonding with illness that makes me cautiously share this. There’s more to say about privilege and safety. It’s cool to have these conversations and it’s kewler, for me, to just heal so that I can live my life in service to my community in real time. I trust ya feel me.
In the picture of Manchi - I’ve kept this one little chemo beanie of my Moms for the past 15 years. The other day it randomly fell out of the closet onto my feet, a poem, right when I needed it. I put it in the bed and every night when Manchi crawls in this lil hat always seems to be placed on his lil head and omg we jus love dead Mommy love here. Manchas knows what’s up with me with such tenderness I just cry and kiss him and love him so much. I wish I had a parent to care for me, I wish my sister hadn’t stopped talking to me after some trauma triggers from this, I wish I had a husband to hold me tight and feed me and jus be true loving me. Es okay. What’s coming and what’s gone make right now, ya know? I’m pretty much here for it.
Im writing a haiku about when our best friend died and we posed with his wheelchair, and the things people say about a quad and death and freedom.
In my bio I’ve linked Blair’s film, The Perfect Bite
