almost 3 years in bombay now.
almost 3 years since i actually stood on stage or released anything the way i used to.
a lot of people thought i disappeared. maybe i did… for a while.
but i never stopped making music. i just stopped making the kind that needed validation. the kind that chased trends. the kind that needed the algorithm to decide if it mattered. the kind that needed me to look a certain way to survive online.
somewhere around year 8-9 years of doing this, i realized something. music was never supposed to be a performance for me. it was always the scariest, most vulnerable part of who i am.
and i was terrified of showing that completely.
these last few years broke me open in ways i didn’t see coming. i saw things i never thought i would. did things i never thought i’d do. lost pieces of myself. found others. got stuck in spaces that felt like they had no way out. but also found things that made sense again.
so this is me telling you, and honestly telling myself, that from here on, i’m done hiding.
you’re going to hear stories i was too scared to tell before. parts of my identity i kept locked away. my actual darkest moments. not the ones that sound good in songs. the real ones.
my flaws. my healing. my confusion. the stuff i’m still figuring out.
the music is going to be different. more intense. layered in ways that might make you uncomfortable. it won’t always feel good. it might feel ugly sometimes.
but it will be true.
i’m honestly nervous writing this right now. i’m shaking a little. but also, i feel something like freedom. like i can finally exhale and let people in.
maybe you’ll get it immediately. maybe it’ll take time. but every song we release is going to sit with you. really sit with you.
this is the realest version of me you’re about to hear.
ajeeb zindagi.
coming soon. 🖤
Film by: @ssnce
Produced by: @jeevanahh
Mixed & Mastered by: @oshojain_ Jain at Bawala Studios
this one's for the musicians who work behind the scenes not for the social validation but for the art!
#artistssupportingartists #musician #reelstrending
goes for all the artists in the spectrum from producer to rapper to lyricist to sound engineers to video guy to marketing guy.
all these people when come together and work just one goal then we are invincible but every big goal starts with a single step. also findthe right team is jus, you grow with them, learn w them and you make things right.
#musician #rapper #dhh_reels #dhh…
@theycallmecalm@encoreabj@seedhemaut bhaiyon meri awaaj aap tak pohoch rahi hai?
what if this becomes official rmx?
#seedhemaut #seedhemautnation #dhhmemes #dhhedits #viralsong
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