One year ago today my life changed forever.
I lost a lot that day, including my life for around 20 seconds. In my roller coaster of emotions over the past 365 days, I have learned a lot about myself and about life. The one thing I have taken to heart is that every minute we have on this earth is precious, and to make the best of it. It’s not easy because life has thrown a lot at me, but each time it does, I push harder to move forward as best I can and continue to grow.
I also remind myself every day that I am lucky to be here and that I got a second chance at life. Not everyone gets this chance unfortunately.
Thank you to all my friends, family, loved ones and two amazing boys who have supported me on this long road of healing, both physically and mentally. It’s not fixed but it’s better. I love you.
Lastly , if you’re even still reading this, I wish nothing but health and happiness to all of you. You are loved more than you know.
Cheers to my rebirth day! 03.03.24
Last night Dad you came to me in a dream.
We were riding around in my truck, talking about buildings you help build in LA, laughing about when you tried to throw me in the pool at the Sunset Marquis, and you lecturing me on how I have moved to CA three times and to just stay here.
Mid story we both looked at each other and started crying because we both realized, at the same time, you are no longer on this earth with us.
It was sad. It was beautiful. It was powerful. It was emotional. It was everything I needed.
Thank you for checking in on me. Thank you for the hug. I could feel your energy and hear your voice. I still can.
I love you Dad
