My living archiveđ
Philosophical Artist đ¨ + Healing thinkerđ§
I move, create & reflect through the body đđž
Turning lived experience into art+medicineđą
There was a moment when my body spoke louder than my habits.
I didnât stop eating meat for plant based living because I had it all figured outâ
my body asked me to listen,
and I honored it before I understood why.
This page is rooted in art and healing.
And nourishment belongs here too.
Because food is also a form of artâ
color, intention, care, and presence.
What I share here are simply the meals I eat.
Foods that feel supportive, grounding, and alive to me.
No rules. No perfection.
Just honoring the vessel, one plate at a time.
This isnât an aesthetic.
Itâs a lived practice. đą
#FoodAsArt
#NourishmentAsArt
#SacredNourishment
#IntentionalEating
#HonoringTheBody.
Welcome to my world.
A living altar of art, healing, movement, and becoming.
This isnât just content â itâs the real-time story of rebuilding from the inside out.
For the ones learning to trust their voice, their body, and their path again â youâre not alone.đŤâ¨
#HealingThroughArt
#ArtistOnTikTok
#SomaliCreative
#SpiritualJourney
#SoftLiving
#FromSurvivalToSustainability
#MovementIsMedicine
#BlackHealers
#LivingAltar
#SoulWork
#InnerChildHealing
#ArtAsArchive
#SomaliDiaspora
#CreativeHealing
#BecomingMe
I used to think letting go was the hardest part.
Detaching from people, places, and versions of myself that no longer aligned.
But no one talks about what comes after.
Thereâs an in-between spaceâwhere youâve released what no longer serves you, but you havenât fully stepped into who youâre becoming yet.
And that space can feel confusing.
You might question yourself.â¨Feel misaligned.â¨Even tell yourself, âI donât trust myself right now.â
But Iâve learned⌠sometimes itâs not that you donât trust yourself.
Youâre just hearing your old self while your new self is still forming.
Old thoughts, old patterns, old beliefsâthey donât disappear overnight.â¨They echo. They try to follow you into spaces youâve already outgrown.
And if youâre not aware, you can mistake those echoes for your truth.
Thatâs where people think theyâre going backwards.
But youâre not.
Youâre learning how to separate who you were from who youâre becoming.
And once you can do that, everything shifts.
Because stepping into the unknown isnât just about letting goââ¨itâs about realizing you get to co-create what comes next.
And that requires trusting a version of yourself you havenât fully met yet.
So if youâre in that space right nowâŚ
Youâre not lost.â¨Youâre not behind.
Youâre in transition.
#healingjourney
#selfevolution
#innerwork
#becoming
#personalgrowthjourney
#shadowintegration
#nervoussystemhealing
#selftrustjourney
#authenticexpression
#spiritualgrowth
#healinginprogress
#embodiedhealing
#intuitiveliving
#softyetpowerful
#evolvingself
This song make you wanna do 140 in an 80đď¸
Also Iâm so sad I lost this shirt. I really loved her.
#reorder
Also the pictures of the two twin hill mountains are in my homeland right where I was born. Itâs called âNaasa Habloodâ meaning (womenâs breast). How precious! They look just like minesssđ¤đ
What a lovely showâsuch an honor to represent (EEFFIE AMONOOâs ) @shop_effam African clothing line at the African Fashion Show PDX 2026. Everything from the outfits to the makeup, the tribal marks, the energy of the show, and the people involved brought this vision to life and allowed us to truly embrace the magic of it all. Iâm so happy to have been a part of it â¨
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Designer: EEFFIE AMONOO @shop_effam
Event: @african_fashion_pdx
Model: @itsflowsworld
Makeup: @itsflowsworld
Tribal Marks: @m00n_dr0p72
My liberation was never within systems meant to oppress me and my greatness.
And I had to really understand what that meantâŚ
Because the truth is, capitalism will teach you that wealth is something you earn externally.
Something visible. Something measurable. Something you can prove.
But I started noticing something else.
There are people who have everything the system calls successâŚ
and still feel completely disconnected from themselves.
So I stopped building from that place.
I turned inward.
And I started treating my inner world like it mattered just as much as anything I could achieve outside of me.
I learned how to sit with myself without abandoning myself.
How to feel my emotions without running from them.
How to define richness by how present I am in my own life.
And slowly⌠everything started shifting.
Not because I was chasing abundance.
But because I became someone who could actually hold it.
Because when your internal world stabilizesâŚ
your external world has no choice but to respond.
So my liberation was never going to come from the system.
It came from learning how to belong to myself first.
And from that place⌠I donât chase wealth anymore.
I recognize it.
In how I breathe differently now.
In how I donât beg life to prove me right.
In how I can hold more without losing myself.
Maybe the world doesnât call that success.
But my nervous system does.
And thatâs the kind of richness I trust.
Thereâs a phrase I keep hearing: âIâm the first woman in my lineage to do this.â
And I get the intentionâbut thatâs not my truth.
Because when we say weâre the first, we risk erasing the women who came before us⌠women whose greatness wasnât documented, protected, or even allowed to exist out loud. Especially when you consider what systems like colonization and white supremacy disrupted, renamed, or silenced.
I donât believe Iâm the first to be powerful, intuitive, creative, or free.
I believe Iâm part of a lineage where that greatness has always existed.
What I am⌠is someone who remembered.
Someone who looked within and said:
âThis didnât start with meâbut it wonât end without me either.â
Thereâs a difference between being the first and being the one who reclaims.
Reclaiming means:
⢠honoring the wisdom that lived before you
⢠recognizing that not everything was lostâsome things were just buried
⢠understanding that your gifts are not random, they are inherited
You are not starting from scratch.
You are picking up a baton.
And that baton carries stories, strength, and brilliance that existed long before you had language for it.
So maybe the truth isnât:
âIâm the first.â
Maybe itâs:
âI am the one who rememberedâand chose to bring it back to life.â
To the girl I was..
27 years of wandering, of becoming, of softly finding my way back home to myself. This year has always whispered to meâsomething sacred, something meant. And now I feel it, alive within my own spirit. A quiet magic, a deep knowing, a blooming that cannot be rushed.
Happy solar return to my amazing soul.
Hereâs to unfolding⌠to petals opening in their own time, to growth that feels like grace, to the beautiful blessing that I amâstill rising, still becoming, still in bloom.đđđĽłđđđ
#4/20
This one is deeper than fashion â¨
Iâll be modeling for a Ghanaian designer @shop_effam bringing beautiful pieces all the way from Ghanaâwoven with culture, history, and intention.
Sharing space with amazing designers in PDX while contributing to something realâraising $50,000 to build a school in Malawi.
$35 = a desk for 3 students
$10 = supplies for a classroom
So when you show up, itâs not just for the looksâŚ
itâs for the future weâre helping build â¤ď¸
@african_fashion_pdx
I also heard that the lovely bearded dragon will also be there in full customâşď¸đ¤