A bubbly spark ignites
mind, heart, and spirit lift,
like sunlight breaking through the longest winter shift.
I see myself at last, not fractured, not in doubt,
but whole, enough, with charm that blooms and ripples out.
Years of mirrors lied, whispering I was less,
until last year the quiet truth began to dress
in softer light: my fruitful way, my loud race,
a 30 year old body wearing my own face.
Mindset first, mental health the steady ground,
laps around the sun until the old fears drowned.
Acknowledgment no longer felt like ego’s crown,
but humble soil where quiet confidence is found.
I’m proud of who I’ve grown to be, inside and skin,
compassion in my chest, gratitude within.
The man I am now carries maps of every bend,
ready to launch toward the places I intend.
Not perfect nor have i ever wished to chase that hollow dream,
just real, just here, letting inner rivers stream.
All that heavy lifting in my twenties’ storm,
was only clearing space so joy could take its form.
I’m allowing fun at last, the kind I long denied,
silly golden geese beside me, wings spread wide.
Moments caught in photographs, a future gift for me.
proof I chose my days with laughter and with peace.
Grateful for the hands that held, the voices near and far,
family, friends who cheered beneath each wishing star.
At the close of chosen days, I want to make them proud,
my mum, my circle, and this man who stands unbowed.
The journey stretches on, far from its ending line,
but oh, these outcomes shine, and so does this heart of mine.
Photographs are by tal &
@manoesagniez
Thankyou for capturing these moments in time
PS. This online journey, I have done my absolute best to upload authenticity.
I am very aware the world is not all sunshine and rainbows.
Its hard, its treatourous and very very challenging.
I choose continuously show up in my light, in my passion and my realness.
I have had many many years of looming darkness.
I have fought myself continuously over the years.
But its about darn time its lightened up.
I am choosing to dance with this.
And I think you should too