LIFE LATELY_01: I have little laughs to myself when I think about what I'm doing now and where I am. Change was the only thing that made sense and for me it was nessecary for my growth. I had to give up some things and live a little differently, but starting again has been a fun/scary experience.
#seafarer βοΈ
Hey, long time no see. I've been through alot of change over the past couple years. I quit my job, was unemployed for 8 months, went to Launceston to become a seafarer and now I work on big vessels, learning all these new skills. There was and still is quite a bit to unpack from working in community. But I'm healing and I think I need to talk about it more. I'm keen to share the journey with you. π«ΆπΎ
Some of my fav fits from the colder months of 2024! I looooove layering, but summer is all about loving myself cause this body is going to be giving - ya girl runs hot βοΈ
Showing skin is always an uncomfortable thing for me to do because I was raised to cover myself at all times. Learning what my sexy looked like as I came into womanhood was interesting. So much of what I was told by my peers was "sexy is short and tight," which I never agreed with. My friends used to make fun of me cause I would wear pencil skirts to the club, but I didn't care, I was comfortable.
I dress for myself and other women if I'm being honest. The male gaze can get all the way f****ed! I believe sexy is having your own style, knowing your frame, and being comfortable. πβ¨οΈ
I'm thirty!! It's bitter sweet. π₯Ή
I say goodbye to my 20's today. They served me well. I made some dumb decisions and decisions that saved me. But most of all, I'm just thankful. 20's CC hustled and set me on a great start to my thirties. Let's do the damn thing! πππ