Wiggin out for my sister Evies bday.
Every year she has the funnest party!!
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Book update. Consequences of fact checking. Worked on my book in Tulum Mexico and learned a lot while adding a total of 158 pages, 60,000+ words in 9 days. So grateful for the time and opportunity.
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Wow!!!! Look what I did!!!!
I've never been good with plants. But this year things have been changing.
Look at this!!! We are flowering!!! Blooming!!! Growing!!!
What a great day to see it...and to feel it.
Just found out this plants is over 100 years old, and has not bloomed for the last 2 owners. I could just cry!!! Wow!!!
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I'm just so grateful for my life. The hard times are softened by good people. And the best times are when you get to help with hard things. Did a little bit of work for some great people doing really awesome things.
Thanks for the laughs my sweet family and dearest friends. You are the best part of all my days.
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20 year anniversary of Moms Passing
When we lose someone, they aren't really lost. We just bury them under pain and greed. We focus on what was and won't be again, but the truth is, in life we cultivate ourselves through connection, there's a mutual building of bonds made of emotional interactions. We implant the best parts of them into our being. Our being is a series of traits we pick up from the ones we love. Our foundations made from bricks of unbreakable experiences gifted from others. When they leave their physical form it feels like the lights go out but the house remains the same friends. Don't lock the doors and turn your back to it out of grief. Don't move away, move in. Fix the cracks, change the lightbulbs, clean the mold from the drains. Open a window and let out the stale air. Redecorate your bones with new experiences. Live in that space, grow, invite new people in and show them around. Feast at the table your life has provided. Sure their seat may be empty but it's not gone, let others sit down. Tell the stories of how the walls were built and who was there to help. Share all the best parts of you, which were always the best parts of them.
And give your Mom a big hug from me. She was once just a little girl learning to do the same thing. If you listen and look closely, you'll see her peering from the windows, or watering the garden her parents planted.
Today I honor our Mother, Dawnmarie Immaculonda, 2/3/66-07/23/05, a short life of 39 years, lived deeply and completely.
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On this Father's Day I want to talk about my Dad. Even though his hands were huge, fingers like polish sausages, he would pick me up so gently I knew I was precious, I'd sit on his forearm like a squirrel on a perch. I remember being held, draped over his chest my head on his shoulder. It's the last time I felt small and safe at the same time. He would hold my hands when I talked to him about my day. His voice was soft and breathy, like a TV playing in the other room. His laugh was addictive and I found my reason to be funny. I remember the first time I was in trouble and sent to him, his words were kind and encouraging, it's the first time I felt accountability without shame. The look of pride in his eyes was the only thing that mattered to me. He made me feel brilliant, like a shooting star amongst all the twinkling sky. He called me Daddy's Little Girl, and I held that title in my heart long after he died. I used to dream about him coming to save us, bringing us into a life of early morning pancakes and tucked in bedtimes. Trux was my 3rd step father and was actively our Dad for 5 years. He didn't leave me with Daddy Issues, he blessed me with Standards. He insisted that my worth was based on my actions. My morals were more important than my feelings. And that the right thing to do was the only option. He was the first man to show me how I deserved to be treated, how my children were required to be loved. That's the power of a good father. Only 5 years of presence has lasted over 25 years without him. His love and influence has never left my heart.
Happy Father's Day.
Dads...your time and your effort are more valuable than you know.
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Small and mighty.
Soft and strong.
Built for storms and sunshine.
Made of determination and dreams.
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